From Hitler to the Dali Lama, transferring identification of consciousness from the dual to the non-dual

Hello all,

I begin with the words to a song of mine called, "The One Heart"

We are the one heart
we are the one love that welcomes everything home
and if you want to get out of the night,
you must embrace both the darkness and the light in the same breath
with the same beautiful lungs we breathe the pleasure and the pain
But only love remains in the end
A love so awesome that it could accomplish forgetting so completely
and coming home oh so sweetly
for all the night in separation, all the night of our creation
illumines our pathway home to love
knowing for the first time just who we are
that radiant shining star, shining near and far that we are.

I am passing through what feels to be a massive battle period as I brave the storms of all the lower impulses of separation consciousness pulling me to stay at this current level of consciousness which is identified in the extreme opposites, of good/bad, expansion/contraction, Love/hate. You name it, it is that pull of opposites. Every night the breath of oneness is attempting to breathe fully into all the darkest karma of every life ever lived by this vehicle. Fear and terror throw me out of the body again and again, with the self screaming, no, not this, anything but this. And then finally penetrating the veil in where light and darkness have sex with each other and my mind finally sleeps.
It is this I experience : as long as I identify as a freedom fighter, My unconscious self will hold the pole of the freedom killer. It isn't until that final days of duality that I have been forced to hold both poles of the opposites in my conscious mind at once. The shear intolerability of experiencing myself as both is creating a tension, a fire so strong that it is serving to catapult me into the next level of consciousness, the great one light that spawned both sides of duality.

At my last body talk session, who, but who would you guess showed up as the matrix holder for identification in duality? Any guesses? ...... Adolf Hitler. It actually makes quite a bit of sense. For this is perhaps the most difficult being I could ever imagine allowing fully into my heart in an all-inclusive embrace. And yet at the threshold of the non-dual, this is exactly what is asked of us, to embrace the part of the self that is represented in the being of Adolf Hitler. God, what a dirty job. Imagine volunteering to carry this amount of darkness. And did we not need someone to hold this pole to provide us with the full playing field of duality? This is a huge question. I don't know the answer. Anyway, I Think of the part of myself that tries to tell me again and again. "Happy emotions, we only want happy emotions. All else should be irradicated." Is this not genocide of the self, of the wholeness of the many races of emotions. ( this may be a far fetched metaphor, but when I tune in this is the hyper- controling tyrannical part of myself. It also tries to control what foods my husband eats and what clothes to wear and so on. Every attempt to control is born of fear. It is at the edge of duality that we have to feel this very essence of fear that is the architect of our identification as separate from source.It is Almost like we are wringing out a towell that is literally saturated with fear. Without fear driving the mind to control and motivating the actions, one can be fully open to the wonder and miracle of the now moment and of the incredible connectiveness that is between all of us and all living things. I have only glimpsed this. But since the fear towell is definitely being wrung out, I imagine to be just exhisting in the presence much more. Now, who would you guess showed up as the matrix holder for identification beyond duality? Ah yes, the Dalai lama. He who watches his people murdered over and over and sees his enemies perform horrible acts of violence and stays completely in his loving radiance, wishing them well and wishing them freedom from their suffering.

There is still so much unknown, but all the knives cutting me away from any career for these last 25 years, denying me any legs to stand upon or any identity to rest in, have been perfect to deliver me beyond this womb of duality into a new birth. On one hand the personality self grieves and dies a million deaths, but on the other the soul celebrates the return home of the separate self.

As always, I would love to know where you are on the journey. Are you experiencing this birth into the non-dual too? Is it feeling anything like I have described? I know a whole wave of us are being birthed beyond duality at this time. This last full moon and eclipse was a great service to this transition anchoring in the energy of forgiveness ever deeper. And we've got 2 more coming. Those who are not birthing with this wave I believe will be very soon as we are at the lead-up to planetary ascension and the return of the fully conscious grid of Earth.
We all have so much wisdom and resources to assist each other across this threshold. Let's stay in touch.
Blessings on the journey.


Sarah