WEll, I would like to have spaces in between my title words, but hey, this is just a representation of the way life feels right now in general. This time feels much like a waiting period. Like there is new life inside stirring in the undefined darkness needing space to become what it is becoming. My mind wants outward movement and direction, but my soul is in control and it is gestating something so I am just hanging out here not knowing what is next. Like awareness that is awake long before dawn, I watch and wait and wonder what will be my next vehicle to connect me with this world as it is. I want to teach the children and bring forth the music and facilitate healing in all ways. Like threads in a great tapestry I feel that so many beautiful strands are reaching toward me across the mist to arrise as new life in a re-membered tapestry of love, vitality and life, mirroring the earth and all of humanity's passage into a love based paradigm. The old paradigm has given me a swift kick in the rump and the new one has not yet called me into being. Or am I calling myself into being. Well, these are the thoughts for today. I most want to live with my beloveds close with the earth, to sing and dance and love and celebrate the beauty of life together. This need to make money is such the achilles heal of my life, but I feel there must be an opportunity for learning something through all this enforced survival demand. If nothing else to learn the exquisite freedom and bliss of a life that has all it's support systems fully online automatically. I believ this is the paradigm that we are birthing into through these labor pains in the final hours of duality, final years of duality I would say. and 2012 I don't know if there is an exact date for this, but I do feel this great birth is well underway. Love and blessings for the ride.

Sarah