There is a picture that I had as a little girl of a little girl who comes to a fork in the road. The sign at the head of one road says “ Your life”. The sign at the head of the other road says, “no longer an option” This is so much like what is happening in my life right this moment. The relentless hammering of the storms of night, the berating, chastising weakening energies of fear raining down so hard. These have been my greatest teacher, like a force that drives you down, down and down until there is no more down to go so you must either turn or die, and it is the relentlessness of the downward driving influences, that very relentlessness, that assures your change in direction, assures your waking up. It is basically saying “yoo hoo, your time of residing in this identity is over!”

And so as I turn away from the dead end, I stand, now claiming myself as a center of light, knowing myself as a healer. The name of my practice is “The Gaia Matrix Healing Center” but it is not only the name of my practice. It is rather, also, who I am, a center from which the energy of light pours forth as a beacon in service to restoring balance to what is out of balance, calling into radiance that which is trapped in darkness. I am a healer. That is my greatest gift, and that is my life’s path. Now, on to marketing my services and creating some business for myself. No more public schools. No more working in systems whose energies are diametrically opposed to my core essence. What a relief. In a way I feel like it is bad news because making a living as a healer I imagine is quite a challenge, but what a relief to finally be standing in who I am, and ready to give. So glad that the path has led me to a place in which I am holding my anchor in the light. My time traversing the underworld can now serve me well. I have tasted well of it’s temptations and it’s pitfalls and it has made me stronger in the light and given me tools I can share with others and powerful medicine to use for healing. It is wake up time. No wonder I have been awake much this night.
Love to all.

“ We are all in this together, one soul awakening from the night,
and as we come home to our own love, together we all take flight”