A month into the 5D shift, In the Void of the inbetween

Hello space fans and Earth fans. Well, It is almost a month into the 5d shift, and things have been really a mixed bag from this perspective. I feel that the huge taste of the architecture and essence of 5D was just that. I feel as the matrix came in, it gave us a nice wafting fragrance of its nature. However, the actually grounding of that nature into embodiment demands that we process through the depths of shadow. So, there have been several trips to the underworld or rather an almost continuous exposure to the feelings of lack and limitation and despair since the first big taste. It is not always easy to receive these exposures and then be left walking in what feels to be a void again without the ability to touch the home frequency of the oneness field. But we just must keep breathing, keep feeling, keep going forward knowing we are evolving, that threads are being woven underground even if we can't see or feel them in the topside world. Right now I feel shipwrecked on an island in a way, like everything has stopped, all forward momentum. I keep reaching for something to connect to, but nothing is there. And this feeling of nothing must be ok right now. So blessings to all in the no- thing, the divine melancholia of being pulled off of one operating system when we are not yet anchored to the other.

Anchoring in the Diamond Matrix: Welcome to the 5th dimensional platform

                      Hi Everyone, Welcome to the field of 5th dimensional consciousness!!!!

Well, what a ride it has been getting through this last eclipse! It has been like going through the washer and dryer, shedding all of the dense thoughtforms and emotions that would anchor us into 3D. It has been a time of delivering ourselves ever more into our bodies from higher dimensions. I experienced delivering myself from the big dipper in the 7th higher heavens all the way down to a great bear in the frozen tundra where an Inuit mama caught me as a new born in her arms. It has certainly been a delivery from Heaven to Earth, as mama Earth opens to receive brand new levels of benevolence. This circuitry of benevolence began its major anchor on August 26th just about a month before the blood moon eclipse. But if it put down it's first tendrils on August 26th, These tendrils were fully anchored in on the blood moon. The anti-life forces fought tooth and nail to hang onto their descending timeline, but we stepped through the gateway and anchored the tendrils once and for all. So the architecture that houses the birth of the Diamond matrix Christed body is in here!!!!

Some may not be feeling this monumental accomplishment with any dramatic changes in their personal life, but some may, indeed, be feeling the upgrade.

I know I am. On Wednesday September 30th that's the day I landed in 5D and was immersed in a sea of love as if every particle of substance was made of love. I felt this magical oneness with everything, 

 the world so subtle, sub-atomic particles dancing into me like a tantric bliss fest of love making with all that is. Wow, it was awesome. Since that day, it is phasing in and out, not as readily automatically accessible.

Now, i must consciously participate in the thought forms that support this new matrix. It is like I am being taken by the hand and led into the field, but I must surrender most every thought about my personal life. The mantra seems to be "Turn down the volume on the self. Turn up the volume on the oneness. Remember the oneness. Let is take you into itself. Let it envelope you into this subtle sea of dancing light. It is out in nature that I can truly receive this instruction. It is as if the plants, the trees, the air, the devic spirits all around are already there. They are the main guides now until this thing anchors fully. The human mind completely tends to drop the frequency as soon as it begins thinking of its own accord. Nature is the mentor here!

So loves, get out in nature as much as you can!!! It nows!!! It will take you there. and open your mind to be led by something beyond what it knows, to be led into a subtle frequency of exquisite gentleness and benevolence where everything is already complete and full and celebrating in this subtle dance of joy. Blessings as you play with this, as we play with this and give ourselves ever more to this field of the aurora christ, the Diamond Matrix of love based beingness.

Everyone will be coming into this field in time! Many blessings

Preparing for the Tsunami of light of September 28th

Life is Beautiful for the dreamer and the dreamed

Life is beautiful. Life is chaotic. Life is a mystery. Life feels to be mine in this separate vehicle that is slowly but surely surrendering into onenss. All the little pieces of my heart like fractals falling in love over and over. People come and people go. Souls dance for a time and then move on to new vistas. Right now, I am feeling the deep sweetness of being in a body with emotions. I know not what tomorrow brings. I know not exactly how to manifest the desires of my deepest heart, but I am grateful for this time to be here amidst this great mystery unfolding in its own time, in its own rhythm. I bow to the vastness of the unknown and the extent of the still time where nothing appears to be moving, knowing something deeper is always in the process of dreaming. 

Opening The Gates to Eden

Before I launch into this blog post, I want to remind us all that this game here on Earth is all just a grand experiment and alchemical mixing of forces with different parts of the whole playing their various roles. And there is deep gratitude for the forces of suppression as they have enabled the tension of opposites that enables us to birth a new trans-harmonic universe merging the highest overtones with the deepest basetones of creation. So, let us hold all of this in mind as we continue....

Onward to this update: We, as guardian incarnates as of mid February have been given the eyes to see the anatomy of the imprisoner, the location and the actual activity of the siphoning off of the light code evolutionary drivers away from Gaia and humanity so that ascension is prohibited or stalled to a sluggish pace.

Thank you once again to the wonderful, Lisa Renee at http://www.energeticsynthesis.com for always bringing light when the questions are hurling through my brain as a new access key is waiting. She always has it hot off the presses, her finger on the pulse of what is really going on behind the scenes at the level of the Earth grid and the core causal factors at play here. 

I was just asking, "Why, even with so much love and beauty coming forth in this lovely Choir of ours, do we still have to engage in such compromised ability to connect with finances and flow to truly bring this music into the world in a big way and Why is their still so much separation between the masculine and the feminine that our economic slavery system is still the default operating system in western society? and what is holding up the blossoming and awakening of humanity?!  

Then i listened to lisa's update and now I get it. We are still not free. We are still being siphoned by negative alien architecture ripping away our resources that would encode our light bodies and bring on our full blossoming. So truly up until now, we have been attempting to pour all our love that we had into the compromised resources available to us in our prison cells. And it is the renegades of light that have been working tirelessly underground with the limited resources to weave our love into the stuff of the compromise enough to raise the baseline frequency of Earth enough that more of our eyes and ears could incarnate in here so that we can walk among the humans and get a true look at where the enemy lies, where the jailer resides and the nature of his shackles on this beautiful human race and her mother Gaia. Where is it that the feminine light, music and breath is being siphoned off so the masculine Albion cannot rise into it's double diamond sun body leading us all forward to our divine destiny. And thank you, Lisa for telling us. It is in the UK! and now the task is to bring online all of the geomantic structures which have been torn a part, destroyed, or covered over with farce architectures to prevent access to the cathar bodies circuitry of meridians that enable the higher frequencies of light, sound, music to be  distributed into the albion, the architecture of the Christ simultaneously delivering these access codes to all humnanity and sentient beings to blossom into divine blueprint.

I am sending a little extra love right now to the frontline path cutters who work in the underground, magnifying light while incased in the walls of the prison of the world created while the siphon is in place, those who give their whole heart and soul and life’s mission to be the bodies that can enable the guardian consciousness to incarnate down here and receive the eyes to see what in the bleep is preventing the Christ Consciousness from blossoming down here and our divine birthright being given to us as humans on a Christed planet.

All who work in the service of this great liberation so that humanity and Earth can be given their rightful resources will feel the immense grief. Even amid all the prosperity of those whose path is to be sleeping pretty much as cogs in the great machine of forgetting, we will feel the anguish of the great massacre that is still in place. So, to all who feel this grief and outrage, I send my love and to all, in general, I send my love. For every human heart seeks the fulfillment of its blueprint even if it does not know it!

 Now that we know where the siphoning machinery of the Nephalim Reversal Grid lies, we are going to kick some real ass!!!! We will find their access points and unplug each and everyone until the proton and electron can unite without obstacle and the neutron can begin the momentum to blossom full consciousness of unity for all sentient life, The sweet music, sound and light of the divine feminine, Sophia can fill her masculine beloved albion architecture with the animator forces that breathe life into the Earth to once again rise as the living Christ, liberating us all from this long night of bondage, opening the gates to Eden that have been held closed for so long!

A New Playing Field is Born

Hello all,

I am going to make this brief, as there are so many things going on on this marvelous day. The gist of what I want to say is this: We have passed through another great level of the veil to bring the Christ onto this planet!!! At this point, the logos of unity--which is the global brain of Gaia's divine blueprint--has succeeded in passing through the I am veil! The passage was rough, like massive, killing, crushing forces at 360 degrees. The sensation of the crushing and the sense of non support to exist was so strong as we interfaced with this huge veil. Guardian incarnates moved on to the core-killng-fields of the 10th-stargate in Iraq which is the headquarters of Negative Alien control of the planet. Located here is the war transmission station that scatters and negates the Christed frequency of Sacred Marriage architecture and holds Gaia's divine child hostage under the Earth. This is the holding tank where the Earth's divine child has been held hostage under the impostor technologies, keeping her locked away from the Divine Mother Earth's heart. This is where the veil was lifted. And I, as a person, Sarah Hope Adams, now, have a self, a name, a sense of I am presence. I know many of us that hold this place for the mission will be feeling a very similar sense of finally having a self!

I realize these 31 years of moving through the wilderness of pre-birth to vaporize the impostor grid of the negative alien agenda was the main job for me. My main job was to have no career, no plan, no success, and no money of my own and feel like a complete disempowered failure at every level of the outer grid of status and achievment. Thank you so much to my mother who has supported me totally to live in this pregnant state of dis-empowered passivity til I could unlock the I am veil for Gaia and humanity.  All of this has been the perfect context for triggering the core lack that would enable my interface with the lock on the dismemberment to the Christ Sophia divine blueprint of Gaia and humanity. And thank you to my car for over-heating over and over again with no apparent cause and focusing my energy on the feeling of being in a faulty vehicle that can carry me no longer. In the last three days, this has brought me to the door of my illuminati enslavement and finally had me breaking free of the curse of living under their bidding. And thank you for the enslavement, as it has provided this amazing womb of duality from which to birth this entirely new playing field of the I AM Christ--Avatar of the new transharmonic universe having its inception here on Earth! Wow, Wow! Wow!

In pre-conception of the human life form, there is a stage where all of the "brains"--organelles that make up the gamete: egg and sperm--float around and move toward something known as the "I Am veil." Until they pass through this veil, there is not a separate sense of self. There is a sense of passively being moved from place to place as someone else's cargo. After the passage through the veil, there is earned a sense of self for the brain of that gamete. I believe, if we think of the life form of love-aligned-physicality, that is the Unity Logos of Gaia and humanity, we have just succeeded during this Leo full moon of  February 3rd, in  getting all brains successfully through the "I am" veil of self hood.

How this initiation of self-hood for the parts of the gametes shall effect the external world is anybody's guess. But it is a positive step indeed and a great victory for the Christ Sophia that is our divine Birthright. Stay tuned as the brains move toward coalescence, I'm at the edge of my seat! For me, it just feels so amazing to have a sense of myself at this level, and to realize that I--as a person--have been frustrated in all forward momentum, in order to be able to interface with the lock that vaporizes the I AM veil, enabling Gaia's brains to pass through!

Blessings as we continue on toward birth!!!!

Coming Home to Self through the untangling of Romantic love Reversal grid intoxication

The gift of being in love

Coming Home to Self through the untangling of Romantic love Reversal grid intoxication,

In this treatise, I will attempt to explain how the seduction of  romantic love can be a major catalyst for achieving deeper soul union within the self.  As the pathway to the internal sun has been so badly damaged, romantic love provides a way for the self to reach out from within separation to itself through a soul uniting catalyst and give itself the map home to union.

Those who carry within them the seduction architecture have the power to magnetize the experience of being ones highest object of desire. This, if we use it consciously and with awareness, can be a great gift to our own evolution. If we get fixated on the messenger and fail to receive the message, it can be the cause of great suffering.  You see, this projection of desire for union is just that, a projection. In order to receive the gift, we must retrieve the projection and use it to call our own DNA back into sacred union!

Being in love, in a very real way, provides a scaffolding upon which to rehabilitate ones own DNA. Although the attachment and investment evoked from the emotional body can feel like bondage, there feels to be a higher purpose for this stretching process. This dynamic has the power to inspire, to draw out, to cause the impulse to become something more. In its immature form, manifesting as romantic love addiction, it can harness the attention of the masses to worship a charismatic leader and become enslaved and hypnotized to give all power of ones self away. In the case of romantic love, it can cause one to become a blithering idiot kissing the feet of the unattainable other, while completely abandoning the self.

However, in its mature form, this seduction archetype has the awesome power to actually return one to full empowerment within the self. It becomes the stronghold for the rope that enables the one in matter to pull itself up into resurrection of its DNA configured into its original self love!  It is Sophia buried deep within the earth reaching up and out to resurrect her own body from underneath the shackles of planetary miasm and veils of dead light. The love object causes a lassoing of a destination vibration upon which Sophia can tie the rope with which she rises to stand. And so this must be how being in love is a great gift!  

In my own personal life, if this projection is emanating from out of my core, the challenge is to heal the distortions within me that are currently blocking me from being able to drink from my own essence.

Is the one who carries this archetype not acting as a great surrogate conductor for the anatomy of vibrant life alive in bliss, like a magnificent orchestra in which all instruments are fully online and playing their highest role to uplift this marvelous human organism? This catalyst is somehow endowed with the power to cause the sleeping orchestra members to rise from sleep and come fully into action in their quintessential state of unified potential.

Are we not awaiting the critical mass light code activation that will awaken the orchestral instruments within us to begin to come alive as the great symphony of the achievement of self loving self within earth?

But, then, in their absence, the music falls. The players descend back into sleep. But not entirely, for now the genetic code has the information, the map back to that potential. And though it will take grief and trembling, and cracking open, the pathway will be found to anchor in that state of union within self.  And then that marvelous symphony in us rises to play all on its own! What a marvelous catalyst of evolution is romantic love! I have been through it 24 times. Each time it has delivered me to a greater state of integration. I bow at the feet of this amazing journey even through all of the tears and the heart wrenching emotional roller coaster, sometimes it has felt like too much for me to bear, to be given the glimpse of this field that is so fully alive while I have felt so disconnected inside. I have felt I would go mad! It is no wonder that my higher self has sent these catalysts of the unity field into my life fulfilling the need, the deep need of my soul to map the way home to this living field alive in joy and celebration. This glimpse of self that is loving itself is like a window opening to allow the penetration of the sun's glorious rays into an otherwise, rather shadow-filled room. 

The grid of Transposition: message to the self through the beloved

In you, I am given faith in the possibility of my becoming. The seduction sun of you is a gift, even though it is love externally focused, the false magnet of seduction is truly the only way for the DNA formed in separation configuration to receive a map and in a sense receive the imprint of soul union within. It does the job to show the DNA it's way home to its healed configuration. ( I know now that this is the union of the mitochondrial messenger RNA. As the anti life forces placed within us gender splitting technology to block the masculine side and feminine side of the RNA from connecting with each other with itself thus inhibiting the production of proteins that enable for the architecture that enables full soul embodiment.) So the "drug" of Romantic love or any other mind altering drug for that matter, has the potential to transport one beyond this gender splitting apparatus and into deep states of union, providing the map back to union. Full communication across the RNA is our divine birthright! And so I celebrate how my soul is activated by all of these love objects, calling me into rising because I was not able to possess each one of you not because I was.

So hail to the amazing power of Romantic Love!!!!