God I miss you. I remember so well in haunting dreams back when we swam through the seas of our homeland. I with you; you with me... in separate forms but so much as one that the exchange of our love flowed seamlessly across the permeable membrane of our separate boundary... and All was love.
The sweet water of liquid sparkling rainbow starlight coursing through us, spiral dancing as us as we swam in and out of each other there in the seas of such love. One with the molecules and atoms of the water, one with the stars in our eyes... Gazing into one another, the universe beheld itself as we, two, but dancing as one. Oh how I miss you beloved! let go your guilt from your descent into this sick blind world of separation and illusion. Let my love pour into every crevice and fissure , every inch of the broken land of your self hate and unforgiveness, and let me make you new again in the sweet innocence of this,the christed love from which you came.
Then finally my heart break will cease and then you and I can swim together here in Earth as we did in our homeland of Polaris. Only, with your hand in mine, Woman of Polaris, Man from Earth, can we be the medicine to this Earth and its people. It is in our sweet communion that the medicine comes into being, the sounds and healing elixirs of transformative baptismal waters are synthesized in our union. Oh beloved let my love make you new again. I have been wandering the seas of this Earth, a mermaid looking for my ship-wrecked sailor, my heart weary and broken. Eyes that have cried enough tears to fill the salt sea. Come back to me beloved. Come back to me. Come back. I have taste intimations of you in so many others. Now it is time for our union at last. I know that it has always been you that I have been seeking, dissolving the veils one by one that I would have access to you, only you, beautiful man of my heart, man of my dreams . Come back to me. Be one with me again and together we will light this world on fire with the sweet communion that is our love.
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