Are you awake?
[1:39:23 AM] Sarah Hope Adams:
I can't sleep tonight. I had this amazing experience of communication with the cosmos today. I felt the part of me that was in the stars arcing down into my 3d body, penetrating my flesh with this love so great. The sun came out for the first time in a week and I went out to sing to it, and then it was so awesome to feel me sending this love out into the cosmos and then have it arcing back into me like a boomerang, joining itself there. just like the architecture of an atom, and the electrons were arcing back into the protons and fusing into neutrons in their love. I am not a scientist, but it was like looking at a text book to see and feel this. So now I am just wanting to go dancing with the stars and the cosmos and the body has no interest in sleep at all.
And I was both, I felt myself as both the sender and the receiver in a cosmic arc of feedbacking love, feedbacking upon itself, in an ever-flowing circuit of giving and receiving love. I felt it penetrating my flesh in the solar plexus. Like higher octane gasoline and with it came a knowing that I am part of the sun and the stars and the whole cosmos, and that I am a self generating co-creator with source energy and with it came a new found commitment to take control over the negative thoughts in my mind and steer them in a positive direction as I am the generator of my own state of well being. And so I did, in the midst of black hole, dark sucking negative status quo mind, I substituted thoughts of gratitude. Actively putting them there, placing them into my consciousness with my own will and choice, and low and behold, I began to feel relief. And as I did stretches and tones and songs and breathing and self talk all of it focusing on being present with myself from moment to moment to see what worked to lift my vibration to reach myself in each particular moment, then it was a living self love session, a living organic spontaneous giving to self that began to lift my frequency into hopefulness, feeling met by my own love, the rainbows of joy were coming into me and then the cosmos recognized me as I was affirming myself as a child of the sun. And so I hope all of us can find just what it is that reaches us from moment to moment, just what it is that can connect our circuitry and help us remember our true identity of radiant love and abundant alive connected joy, in gratitude and great delight as it feed backs upon its own glorious essence. This is what I wish for us all today, to find and build this feed back loop of delight until nothing, no force, no thought can have the power to knock us out of connection. May joy reign supreme for all sentient beings.
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