healing the atom, exciting times!!!

so for many weeks, my spirit guides have been telling me not to change my name. They say Sarah Hope Adams. It is important that you keep that name at least for a-while and maybe for the duration. Now I get it, sarah hope atoms. It is restoring the hope atoms of the light-seed coded atoms of our original human blueprint before the distortion and manipulation that rendered the compromised light and fear-based world we see today in the human race at large.

December 26th
, the grief so intense, the third night of major suffocation cycles at night attempting to breathe as unity consciousness and confronting major paralysis in diaphragm and lungs. Then on that night I write a treatise that demands the return of the house of God to my form, that demands the return of lover and beloved to dance as a fire at the core of every cell in my being. That night suffocation again and so much grief

After the exposure to healed proton/ electron, masculine feminine sacred marriage of living light state and the return home to the broken, grieving great divorce between proton/ electron in my own mind body and physiology at so many levels, finally the relief came on December 28th, the morning of December 28th when I demanded to breathe a breath in my body, a full breath that would yield sufficient oxygen, is when I was given the knowledge of the damage at the atom level. I was shown that the atom was quite sick. I was given the commands, "Be love" Be Union." Then, I had to jump out of bed and drive somewhere so I had to put the whole thing on halt.
then i call my friend while on the freeway, and she confirms that she is working at the same level with the frozen light which our teacher, Lisa Renee, talks about quite extensively. So my friend and I get really excited and agree to talk the next motning. On the morning of Dec 28th, we were told we could take a look at the damaged atom, the state of the light harnessed at the third dimensional mind control system. It was icky, but we did take a look. And now I have to run to breakfast. I am really excited though and I can breathe! We have seen the site of the enslavement of light by the controllers. Now we just have to wait to see what we do next. My friend received the info that we were gathering information for high spiritual guardians who looked through our eyes and now could better see the situation and diagnose and treat the miasms in the atom. so now we wait to see what to do next. It definitely is a partnership between humans and guardian beings outside the human realm. I

I feel so much hope though, and I can breathe. The grief is finally over. This cycle anyway, but maybe this is the core of all grief....

This process is corresponding to the inter-action between me and my husband who are healing the proton/ electron union from within mental body enemy patterning. We dare to go into hostile cognitive territories of rejection that hold our deep potential passion at bay and hold it out of our experience. We have been working this for almost 14 years.. And I know now that this is directly connected to the healing of the atom. The love based atom has electrons whose orbits are highly elliptical. The symetrical orbit of fear based enemy patterning is not the natural state. So interesting that scientists call the love based electron/ proton arrangement, "superderformity" Isn't that ironic. Anyway, I have to run to help mom. I just wanted to share the latest on this wild ride. Wow, what a trip.
Love to all and Happy New Year, 2011 the restoration kicks into high gear!!!!!!!1