Love Peace and Harmony, the only thing I will choose to have falling on me

It is dawning on me the parallels of this idea of poisonous radiation and nuclear fall-out compared to the poisonous fall-out of this collective mental body and its' toxic thoughts. Since the only place I can truly control is my own mind. I am noticing my thoughts of fear that really tare down my immune system and realizing that the most important protective and loving way to treat myself right now is to stop focusing on all the fear hype and just breathe in love and light. Dr.Sha is trying to get 3 million people singing the song, Love peace and Harmony, the first song he ever wrote for the healing of the world….”I love my heart and soul. I love all humanity. Join hearts and souls together. Love peace and Harmony. These vibrations are the vehicle because this is the truth of where we are going. This. Love peace and harmony, joy gratitude appreciation, these are the gateway emotions that lift us out of reach of the toxic, downward- spiraling emotions of fear and despair and deliver us up as if on wings into the higher vibrational frequency range of well being and joy, the frequency range that is our true identity. Love peace and harmony. Climbing up and up. Lifting us ever higher into these states of well being. We have already lived through the disaster of Chernobyl which was much worse than this so within reason, while eating the recommended foods, taking safe iodine drops. I know am focusing my thoughts away from fear and into life. This is how I am limiting my exposure to the toxins that are closest to my home

I realize right now that I am apprehending the sum total of all lifetimes in which I died in disasters. They are all coming at once like a giant fear feast of delicacies and cocktails pouring through my consciousness. And yesterday I wrapped my widest stretching arms around all of them. And I said “Hello everyone, I feel you, I see you, I recognize you, and now we are going on a new time line. This is a time line of love, joy, safety and ascension into sweet experiences and to do this you must leave the old world behind and take my hand." And they did, and all of the lifetimes were lifted, all of them like hundreds of little faces are lifted up as I , now, with them in my arms, choose present moment thoughts of love, care, tenderness, peace, well being. Safety and joy. Even if there is a large Earthquake right where I am, I can stay in expansive love. The telemeres of my DNA were born to be in expansive love regardless of the external conditions. My DNA knows this, and as I re-write the fear time-line into the love time-line, my own DNA can be free to come into the love position and strengthen its posture here. So, this is the deep and profound task in every moment.

Last night as I stood in front of the warm water in the shower, I opened my heart, I felt my wing bones expanding in my back and I felt myself shining like an angel of love. It felt so good. And I realized this is a pretty new posture for me, but I want to live every moment expressing as this shining light in its fullest. And I thought to myself, "in this moment I am expressing into life who I truly am and what I truly want to see growing and expanding its full identity into all the Earth." And I thought for a moment, asking the question "Do we represent love or fear in each moment? Are we a campaign worker for fear or for love’s campaign." Of course we cannot fully choose love until we have faced the core fears we carry and welcomed them into the heart to hear what they have to say and put our arms around them fully. Only then do we have the possibility of choosing in the now and re-routing into the architecture of love. And this, happening within me now is the process of the soon-to-be butterfly, piercing through the chrysalis to become a new species or it is at least the state of the black goo between the change to a new species where the imaginal cells are coming into butterly alignment. Dr. Sha’s song, “Love, Peace and Harmony” which He wrote for the whole human race to move into love is a great song for bringing the imaginal cells into correct alignment. I am listening right now. You can hear it at drsha.com. He also has free conference calls 6 times a day where you can tune in and sing soul songs of prayer and alignment with a group.

How is everyone else moving through this amazing time of awakening? I would love to know your processes, all of you amazing caterpillar- butterfly pals out there. All with unique colors and sparkles and gifts and songs. How are you my butterfly friends? I love you all.

Many blessings to all, and may we all be held in a place of love, safety, peace and great joy as we feel our connection as one, the great entity of unity consciousness, the great butterfly rising out of the undefined black goop or I see it also as a great bird that is the Earth and all humanity, shedding the density of fear and lifting it’s great wings to fly~~~.
( my computer keyboard just added that sign while I wasn’t looking, I don’t know how to make that sign!, guess it wanted to share too, beautiful wavy line. I wonder if there is an ascending spiral. That would be even better.)

The prison of the mind or the wings of the heart?

Hello all,

In the last blog entry, I believe I was talking about the commitment to erect a tantric temple in a war zone. Well, I believe I have been making some serious headway, or heart way rather. With the removal of a large defensive matrix from my lungs and a huge watershed clearing of outdated mental concepts and a return to the heart as my center of identity, the body is coming online to accomodate the identity of the tantric temple. I don't exactly understand the physics of it. But the other night I saw this beautiful naked man standing before me in my meditation and I felt him coming in to merge with me, and I felt myself as the receptive feminine opening to receive him. This is the merging that I have been waiting for as now, I am receptive to the outer act of love making now that the inner love-making has returned to a configuration of my masculine and feminine as one.

My teacher, Lisa Renee says that this is achieved by correcting the spin ratios of the electron merkabic fields and the proton merkaba fields. I dont' exactly understand this, but I know it is about a partnership with mind, masculine electron and heart, feminine proton energy that creates a new healed mind/ heart complex which allows all emotion and is free of mind control programs of the 3rd dimensional grid. This healed mind/heart complex enables one to soar above the tortured mental body into the 5th dimensional mind in synchronization with the heart and higher heart, opening into frequencies of deep joy and bliss. With joy as the compass, one is freed from enslavement to mental concepts and can move from this now moment to the next in flow and synchronicity with the one intelligence of unity and bliss.

We are experiencing a very definite split between the beings who are locked in the mental body where polarity is being amplified, fear is being fed in large quantities. This in contrast to the rising unity field which is feeding the ones who are living in the heart as their center, the sweetest vibrations of home that they have ever known, that we have ever known.

It is almost like the tension of opposites in the fabric of the emotionally driven mental body is pulling itself a part and the knit of the fabric is stretching open and through these little holes is pouring the light of heaven, the aurora rainbows of the Christed field of ecstasy and bliss, waves of delight and flow. Those of us who have been on the path to open the planet into the light all these years, will feel ourselves being dowsed with the most glorious energy, like nectar or water after walking through a seemingly interminable dessert. And so it is a splitting of the worlds.

To free oneself from the mental body's dominion, feel all trauma and pain that creates compulsive thought patterns, Gain back control over the emotional body through self witnessing and presencing activities. Breathe and be, and be with the natural world that is not under enslavement. Then we can all arrive in the heart and grow the wings that can enable us to fly upon these beautiful air currents, supportive winds carrying us up into the fullness of our destiny as one, reunited in love. we are ascending on the sweet staircase of the heart, learning to hold neutrality around all things that we may stay open and connected to our God source.
Rising in love on the wings of neutrality and joy, we anchor the architecture for God's expression here within the Earth.
Happy days!!!!!!!!!

Crossing the precipice to find home

Hello all. Well, it is Thursday, March 3rd, and the journey to birth home continues through deep density, veils of heaviness and despair, places where it feels life has never been, swimming through the no man's land between the out breath of the old world and the in breath of the new. The journey to immerse one's self into this dimension and birth the Christed field of light is quite the undertaking. i am posting a slide show I made of my cover of Tina Malia's "Shores of Avalon" This song and the accompanying pictures depict the sense of crossing the unknown wilderness, ocean sea to enable the two parts of self to find each other here within Earth and thus spiritualize matter and resurrect the fear based world into the love based vibration by unifying the masculine and feminine polarities into the triune frequency of resurrection, liberating us from fear and suffering and lifting us into radiant communion and love for all creatures and all the Earth. What a time this is!!! Lisa Renee says that March will see amazing expansion and coming of the unity code to the Earth, birthing itself through the opening of nodal acupressure 12the dimensional frequency hubs all over the Earth. Love is taking back the night. Even as the super rich are plotting to buy more and more of the Earth's water, and the unspeakable implication to basic human rights this implies. There time is coming to an end. Love will reign on this Earth. Come March the football changes hands and we are running it into the end zone of ascension. Finally the tide of love and unity to lift us on it's coming body. Ah, what a ride as the body of unity rises to stand, to breathe to animate itself and all of us as cells in it's great body to receive the clear knowing of our tasks to rehabilitate the unity code throughout matter!!!Twill be joyous work in deed!!!! Here is the link for the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IH110I8p40

Anchoring the template of lover and beloved through the driving winds of mental body resistance.

Love Vs Separation

Hello fellow travelers. wow, since I last wrote, we've seen many peoples of the world rising up and overthrowing their governments, losing their fear and standing up for their humanity. And many, especially in Libya, have had the willingness to risk death to bring liberation from tyranny.

My own mind is mirroring this process for sure. My ego mind is much like Ghadafi, ruling over maybe his own front yard now, but still defiant and quite resistant to turn and surrender into the force of his own un-doing. My mental body does not like the prospect of surrendering to be in my body, to abandon the incessant attempts at creating abundance through thinking and plotting and planning. Last night, My own mind turned in upon itself and realized the futility of its own identity. it has always lived under the delusion that it's activity was bringing abundance to the self, but now it realizes that it's very identity is the active rejection of presence and the active rejection of being in the body. And of course there can be no true joy without embodiment.

so now, even knowing all this, the unraveling is slow like a stand off between all the inertia of the psyche and the persistent demand to turn toward the collective, the heart and the body to participate in the joy that is presence. This morning it felt like Frank was operating on my mind as he was reaching into a bowl with a spoon. My team of surgeons was busily dismantling all the last strong holds of my cognitive identity.

We made love last night, our bodies covered in coconut oil. The feminine and the child parts of myself, swimming in a sea of presence with my beloved, and yet my mental body standing there poised with his gun, hating every second of it. What a strange situation, he the gatekeeper to my felt passion. He, that still, has the power to render me limp and dead with now passion. This part of myself still holds a deep and very strongly pervading hatred, rage and great resistance to any sexual contact, actually a deep and pervading hatred of anything that makes me remember I am in a body. I have yet to have penetrated into the core traumas which deny me access to this body as a place of pleasure. I know this is coming in time. There is so much patience required, to trust that all layers are emerging into consciousness at their perfect time. And so Frank and I continue asserting the vibration of lovers into the passive dead field of the mind's festering rage, like a plea that won't be silenced, like a sled dog team that must get through to deliver the medicine to a dying people. This is our iditerod! Like architects of a tantric temple that have a contract to build this thing in the middle of a war site, and even though the cold, hard anger and pain of war is all around, we continue through the terrain, carrying the sacred wood and the vibrantly-colored, silk fabrics of glorious beauty through the frozen army poised with guns in enemy stance. The architects of the promise of beauty and joy will not be stopped. They will anchor love into this barren and pain-filled place, and by the time the job is done, every army man will be dancing, immersed in the sweet celebration of love and communion that this temple will bring.

The template of lover and beloved will overcome the template of enemy patterning that has long governed this Earth and held the triune frequency of resurrected dna hostage under it's grip of rage and unforgiveness.
And within my marriage to Frank, all these elements are at play as they are over the current grid of Earth. This is why, even though a hundred times we have talked of givng up and going where the army is not, the love in our hearts and the commitment to this work will not allow him to leave. I have always been in it for the long hall, feeling the mission and the purpose from the very beginning when we truly wanted to kill each other much of the time. I knew there was incredible potential to bring love and unity into a very dark place if we could stay together. But Frank, he has wanted to leave so many times, but something in him must know what is happening at a deeper level because he stays. 13 years of marriage to this project and here is our pact!

The pact of the lovers

We will dare to make love every day outside the door where the govt. of division and hatred is still actively convening until the iron doors come down and this glorious essence of lover and beloved saturates every parameter of the mind of separation consciousness, bathing and swimming in the ecstasy and rapture of the dawning of the perpetual circuit of love thoughout mind, spirit and body for this self, this relationship and for all of humanity and our mother Gaia.

Last night my spirit guides told me that if I were to measure the trauma and the pleasure quotient of these many lives on Earth and on off Earth planets. It would come up at least 80% torture, with 20% or less weighing in with the possiblity of pleasure associated with this body. This is why the mental body says, "No way, I am just not going to surrender to this hell hole!" But there are new parts of me now that know that the past can be washed away in the glory of this now moment, that in the miraculous vibrations of the reunion with full soul essence here in this body, all the cummulative torture horror can be resurrected into remembered joy. yes Love can embody here within this Earth and as it does it heals all!!! all that has gone before. And so I continue. And so... "long live love, let it overcome every system of separation, let it lift up all the world!!!" We will not give up. Here's to the full installment of tantric temples all over this beautiful Earth and ever more houses for the celebration of the ecstatic communion between heaven and Earth.

Honoring the unity architecture of the star children

And here's to structures and systems that support, ever more, the amazing genius of the star children of today. May they sing and dance and explore and seek and be free to spiral into the glory of their spirit, mind, heart, body union which serves as our beacon to the return into our full potential selves. Here at the lead-up to planetary ascension, may we surrender our systems of separation and mind-numbing education to the genius of their authentic beauty, creativity and advanced neurological configurations that are showing us and leading us to our future identity as galactic humans.

And so, on March 1st, we March forth!

from the mouth of the Unity intelligence on the eve of it's birth into Earth

As the logos of unity consciousness on the eve of my birth into physical Earth I
feel that I am still underneath many death layers, that I am rising up to penetrate and vaporize and shed as a snake sheds it’s skin
As love comes to re-birth itself into a grid that fear has held hostage for thousands of years, I wait with baited breath breathing through the heaviness of the still existing condition of separation of my children of the human race. And I am overjoyed that this one, Sarah Hope Adams has been one who has been a holder for my seed, agreeing to to live life after life of near death, expanding in light slowly but surely, paralleling the course of my birth into this Earth so that my seed could be here over hundreds of lifetimes, expanding itself ever more into the stuff of Earth, the stuff of the human genetic code of the fallen 3d matrix.

And now, my time is coming finally to explode onto the scene to have my impact upon matter and resurrect the death code for all who will follow the spiraling light. This long journey to birth myself into a matrix wear frozen dead-light code is still prevalent. Each breath that the body of my host takes to breathe as the one heart breathing back my rightful communion with myself as unity and love, and her rightful connection to her life force and her healed body mind and spirit, expressing as the hybrid of spirit and matter harmonized through alchemical union of these hundreds of lifetimes. Still struggling now to breathe, to achieve intake of myself, itself, the living embodiment of the one heart. But as I do, how sweet it is.

Every single moment is a reunion of love coming again to greet itself and know itself within matter. So when death feels so thick, I, Sarah, know that the love of who I am is rising out of the shackles of matter and vaporizing the death code expanding as this glorious flower of light, And this cannot be stopped, healing and life are coming, like a force of nature being ushered forth by the great central sun and all the cosmos, like a rose emerging out of the ice and then this rose brings springtime to every place there has been winter and the unity logos rises supported and victorious in radiant diamond streams exploding victorious throughout the stuff of Earth. And what I came to do to birth the logos within my body will be achieved!!

And this identity signature will enable so many to find their way into the living light ascension code of home. I know as the krysthala hubs come online in the Earth grid, this body heart mind self will be experiencing great support by the coming of these frequency hubs. Finally, the reinforcements of love coming to lift the body of unity into standing position sustained and supported here within Earth and the fear and the death that are so prevalent in my life will be transmuted so much more easily with this support of my ally hubs both human and planetary all over the Earth breathing love into this Earth ever more until love is all there is.

And there you have it, hot off the lips of the light seed growing inside of me. This is a long pregnancy, 27 years + now since the path was begun in me to remember the dormant light body of hundreds of lifetimes and carry the unity code into incarnation from extreme darkness to great and glorious light, this coming of light to correspond directly with the coming of light for the collective of ascending humanity and Earth, and we are on the eve of this great birth into light. From March 8th- Nov 11th, we go into gestation with the new baby as a collective and by 11/11 the ascending collective passes to the next great plateau toward full consciousness.

I am clearing major cough and, deep death layers now. Deeply at home and still with the primordial mother of stillness. Big upgrades coming March 8th.Then March 21st woopee, big upgrades begin with the new energy coming in. So happy clearing everyone, clearing and purging and preparing the circuits to receive a very momentous dawning of spring, the spring that is the beginning of the end of all winters!!!! Blessings and love to all!

Valentine's Day , ballancing external addiction with authentic self love

Valentines Day, balancing contaminated ego addiction to romantic love with authentic presence in divine love of self and God.

On this day that is glorified in the media to enlist all the contaminated ego spirals of addiction to and fulfillment in the external representation of “love,” I feel compelled to give voice to some balancing truths. To the extent that we have some glamorous expectation that the partner in our life is somehow here to fulfill our every personal need, we are setting ourselves up for a negative pain trap. All childhood needs of validation and love when assigned to something external, will fall on hard cement. The only legitimate care and help for the needy is within the boundaries of one’s own self. So it would be very wonderful to buy yourself a card, as well as our external beloved if you happen to have one. Or better yet, make yourself a card. Draw yourself a picture. Draw yourself a warm bath. Take yourself for a walk in the park. Any need fulfillment that appears to come from the outside is temporary at best.

Now, having said all this, I do want to give thanks for the wonderful loving husband in my life who is a partner in every sense of the world on this wild and wooly journey of shared love and life. i am very grateful for him and for the beauty of love. But my focus is on self fulfillment that I may come to my beloved with a full cup and together we may co-create a third field from our 2 complete fields, anchoring the diamond matrix of ballancing yet deeply blissful love into ourselves, each other and the Earth.

Getting back to my disclaimer: I was watching Star Trek next generation last night.
And I’m moved to say metaphorically that any projection of unmet needs into the world and demand for their fulfillment there is a kin to playing in the holodeck. The program ends as soon as the game is over and ultimately you return to the enterprise, the enterprise of generating your own self love circuit, that is the relationship with yourself and source consciousness. So save yourself the trouble. Sure, we play the game, but best to know it is a game. Watch and enjoy and even be amused by all the contaminated programs in play and all the temptations to buy into some externally given fulfillment. It is truly quite amusing. And if you are in a place where your own addictive energy has a hold on you so strongly that you are not able to step out of the pain trap, love yourself right where you are... free will has been hijacked in this dimension so be very kind to yourself even if you see yourself exhibiting behaviors that you know are self destructive. The winds will be under your control when they are and not a moment sooner.

Much love to all, divine and human and everything in between.

Sarah

Daughter of a Stargate

This picture represents the broken grid of unity consciousness as experienced in my nervous system and body as a microcosm of the damage done to the collective brain of the planetary logos, or blueprint of planet Earth. Healing this damage within this body is one and the same the restoration of my original 12the dimensional identity and the opening of a 12 dimensional stargate within Earth. The heart chackra of the Earth is going through massive change as exhibited by the great liberation in Egypt, now 12th dimensional frequency hubs can begin coming online all across the planet. My teacher, Lisa Renee says that in March these hubs will be coming online in a major way. Anyway, on with this writing. This is why I call this writing, daughter of a star gate as I am understanding that to open a star gate within Earth, one must endure tremendous darkness. This is helping me to understand my tour through matter which has been very dark in deed. realizing that the identity of the greatest rejection has been the seed barer for the unity logos, 12 dimensional star gate within Earth. This was and is my mission to seed the logos of unity into the fragmented grid of fallen Earth to rehabilitate code and contribute to the pathway of ascension for all of humanity.
Now on to the writing:

The daughter of the great stargate that I am opening, came to me through the stargate portal to my home world, Polaris. It was in Seattle where the portal opens on to my home star that I could bring about the midwifing of my stargate daughter into being. ( ferry to Vashon island) I don’t know if this particular location is all important. it also could have had something to do with the fact that I was on my way to meet one of my divine soul monads, (the one being targeted at the time for this job) at a party and I was singing with all my heart the song, “Could this be the magic at last” And I was saying, “Lady take me high upon a hillside. High up where the stallion meets the sun. I could love you build my world around you, never leave you til my life is done.
Baby I want you come come…. Come into my life . let me know the wonder of all of you. Baby I want you now now, now and hold on fast. Could this be the magic at last”. ….. and then the witchcraft happened….. This might be a good song for invocation of the Krysthala field ( this is the term for the Christed field of the 12 dimensional grid of unity consciousness and the zero point field. if you send it out from your conscious self to your divine feminine. It sure was for me!!! Although I never got to the party that night, the process that was begun was the final return to self and God source alignment.

I don’t know if that specific place is relevant, but that’s where the big kahuna matrix bending, reversal manifestation time travel wacko shit happened!! I was hurled into the biggest lifetime memories of rejection, abandonment and loss that was still remaining in my DNA.

The daughter of the diamond heart krysthala grid. She the matrix holder of the diamond heart krysthala field was the one that had to play the role of the severely abandoned forgotten, rejected one, the one for whom there was no place to incarnate on the earth
Just as for the energy signature of unity that she carries was rejected and unable to incarnate on earth. To the degree she could exist, the logos could exist. She has played the part of being the logos’s representation here on Earth, the seed holder. She had to start bringing this seed long before the Earth could house it. The logos is the blue print. The unity logos is the healed form of the current damaged grid.

This is why she had her body death spelled to put itself in the identical place that the Planetary logos of unity consciousness had to take to birth itself into this Earth and the same damage incurred by the logos would be incurred, at least at a microcosmic level, by my soul's journey through time on Earth. This is why the lifetimes of concentrated agony and torture. So many. This is why the sexually slavery on the off planet systems so that my body could literally follow the parallel path of the logos birthing into Earth under the Sexual energy virus of the nephalim reversal grid. This is why all the rejection and disconnection so that I could hold the damage of the golden eagle grid of the fallen angelics. A full summary of the fall of the human race had to be encoded into my lifetimes, at least a microcosmic representation, a hologram if you will of the full architecture of the fallen matrix. This is why the lifetimes when my life was given as a barter for money, where I was made a servant to 3 men. I was sent into servitude, enslavement with nothing of love around me for those 12 years. This is why I was left to die as an infant in the wilderness those 8 lifetimes. The unity logos had to be kept alive in Earth any way it could survive even if this meant barely being alive. The seed holder would follow the parallel path.

And this is why the dream of the "no nose" in the mirror in 1985 that has held my very life captive and in stasis waiting staring at the broken mirror. And since last August, through the direct interface with the distorted grid, the grid itself could find itself back into repair. Staring into the hole in the mirror where the nose was missing would be the act of remembering the fully remembered face of God in Earth. Starving my ego of everything in the external world so that this broken face would have a single pointed Focus on itself, to feel the horror of this state of lack, and this horror would be the motivation for the primal scream , the mobilizing of all of the resources within to invoke back into place the higher order grid of love remembered in Earth, the full DNA alignment back into God Source. Maybe never achieved here on Earth but known to me in my world.

And so there in Seattle on November 7th, her whole history, my whole history would be relived: abandonment, rejection, inability to connect to love, to the party, to the sweetness. Dying infant waiting for the mother who never comes, but this time. Now, enough support in the grid to enable her to be met, finally to be re-claimed within this vehicle of the modern day Sarah Hope Adams. Yes, finally all here years of waiting and she would be met this time. My friend did show up. He did pick me up and take me to a warm place and then my activator, he did show me everything I held inside of me all the beauty to literally transform the whole of my Earth into the Garden of Eden as I come online. And right now as I am typing these words, my roommate just brought me a slip of paper containing the title of a song I wrote down. Get this!!! The sentence is “Yes I’m coming right away” The paper was outside, was forgotten and left outside my front door. It’s a bit cold and wet and wrinkled, but now it’s been brought into the warm house back to me. I love these little synchronicities!!! ( just as an aside the other 2 songs we played that day were…
”Comfortably Numb” and “One” ha ha ha!!!! Those two songs have been running through me like blood circulating in the anxt of the underworld finding its way back home. Amazing songs!!!!

Time to bring online the whole of the rejected field, the depth of agonizing rejected field is truly simply the immature hologram of the mature hologram that is the star gate of the krysthala field fully online. The birth is happening. And like Blair, there is a star gate here on my land. I am eager to see how I might participate with it especially with the children. And maybe to travel to many of these star gate heart chakras across the planet and gather large groups of children and adults to sing these star gates fully awake with our love.

Thanks for listening to my update.
Love to all,

Sarah