This picture represents the broken grid of unity consciousness as experienced in my nervous system and body as a microcosm of the damage done to the collective brain of the planetary logos, or blueprint of planet Earth. Healing this damage within this body is one and the same the restoration of my original 12the dimensional identity and the opening of a 12 dimensional stargate within Earth. The heart chackra of the Earth is going through massive change as exhibited by the great liberation in Egypt, now 12th dimensional frequency hubs can begin coming online all across the planet. My teacher, Lisa Renee says that in March these hubs will be coming online in a major way. Anyway, on with this writing. This is why I call this writing, daughter of a star gate as I am understanding that to open a star gate within Earth, one must endure tremendous darkness. This is helping me to understand my tour through matter which has been very dark in deed. realizing that the identity of the greatest rejection has been the seed barer for the unity logos, 12 dimensional star gate within Earth. This was and is my mission to seed the logos of unity into the fragmented grid of fallen Earth to rehabilitate code and contribute to the pathway of ascension for all of humanity.
Now on to the writing:
The daughter of the great stargate that I am opening, came to me through the stargate portal to my home world, Polaris. It was in Seattle where the portal opens on to my home star that I could bring about the midwifing of my stargate daughter into being. ( ferry to Vashon island) I don’t know if this particular location is all important. it also could have had something to do with the fact that I was on my way to meet one of my divine soul monads, (the one being targeted at the time for this job) at a party and I was singing with all my heart the song, “Could this be the magic at last” And I was saying, “Lady take me high upon a hillside. High up where the stallion meets the sun. I could love you build my world around you, never leave you til my life is done.
Baby I want you come come…. Come into my life . let me know the wonder of all of you. Baby I want you now now, now and hold on fast. Could this be the magic at last”. ….. and then the witchcraft happened….. This might be a good song for invocation of the Krysthala field ( this is the term for the Christed field of the 12 dimensional grid of unity consciousness and the zero point field. if you send it out from your conscious self to your divine feminine. It sure was for me!!! Although I never got to the party that night, the process that was begun was the final return to self and God source alignment.
I don’t know if that specific place is relevant, but that’s where the big kahuna matrix bending, reversal manifestation time travel wacko shit happened!! I was hurled into the biggest lifetime memories of rejection, abandonment and loss that was still remaining in my DNA.
The daughter of the diamond heart krysthala grid. She the matrix holder of the diamond heart krysthala field was the one that had to play the role of the severely abandoned forgotten, rejected one, the one for whom there was no place to incarnate on the earth
Just as for the energy signature of unity that she carries was rejected and unable to incarnate on earth. To the degree she could exist, the logos could exist. She has played the part of being the logos’s representation here on Earth, the seed holder. She had to start bringing this seed long before the Earth could house it. The logos is the blue print. The unity logos is the healed form of the current damaged grid.
This is why she had her body death spelled to put itself in the identical place that the Planetary logos of unity consciousness had to take to birth itself into this Earth and the same damage incurred by the logos would be incurred, at least at a microcosmic level, by my soul's journey through time on Earth. This is why the lifetimes of concentrated agony and torture. So many. This is why the sexually slavery on the off planet systems so that my body could literally follow the parallel path of the logos birthing into Earth under the Sexual energy virus of the nephalim reversal grid. This is why all the rejection and disconnection so that I could hold the damage of the golden eagle grid of the fallen angelics. A full summary of the fall of the human race had to be encoded into my lifetimes, at least a microcosmic representation, a hologram if you will of the full architecture of the fallen matrix. This is why the lifetimes when my life was given as a barter for money, where I was made a servant to 3 men. I was sent into servitude, enslavement with nothing of love around me for those 12 years. This is why I was left to die as an infant in the wilderness those 8 lifetimes. The unity logos had to be kept alive in Earth any way it could survive even if this meant barely being alive. The seed holder would follow the parallel path.
And this is why the dream of the "no nose" in the mirror in 1985 that has held my very life captive and in stasis waiting staring at the broken mirror. And since last August, through the direct interface with the distorted grid, the grid itself could find itself back into repair. Staring into the hole in the mirror where the nose was missing would be the act of remembering the fully remembered face of God in Earth. Starving my ego of everything in the external world so that this broken face would have a single pointed Focus on itself, to feel the horror of this state of lack, and this horror would be the motivation for the primal scream , the mobilizing of all of the resources within to invoke back into place the higher order grid of love remembered in Earth, the full DNA alignment back into God Source. Maybe never achieved here on Earth but known to me in my world.
And so there in Seattle on November 7th, her whole history, my whole history would be relived: abandonment, rejection, inability to connect to love, to the party, to the sweetness. Dying infant waiting for the mother who never comes, but this time. Now, enough support in the grid to enable her to be met, finally to be re-claimed within this vehicle of the modern day Sarah Hope Adams. Yes, finally all here years of waiting and she would be met this time. My friend did show up. He did pick me up and take me to a warm place and then my activator, he did show me everything I held inside of me all the beauty to literally transform the whole of my Earth into the Garden of Eden as I come online. And right now as I am typing these words, my roommate just brought me a slip of paper containing the title of a song I wrote down. Get this!!! The sentence is “Yes I’m coming right away” The paper was outside, was forgotten and left outside my front door. It’s a bit cold and wet and wrinkled, but now it’s been brought into the warm house back to me. I love these little synchronicities!!! ( just as an aside the other 2 songs we played that day were…
”Comfortably Numb” and “One” ha ha ha!!!! Those two songs have been running through me like blood circulating in the anxt of the underworld finding its way back home. Amazing songs!!!!
Time to bring online the whole of the rejected field, the depth of agonizing rejected field is truly simply the immature hologram of the mature hologram that is the star gate of the krysthala field fully online. The birth is happening. And like Blair, there is a star gate here on my land. I am eager to see how I might participate with it especially with the children. And maybe to travel to many of these star gate heart chakras across the planet and gather large groups of children and adults to sing these star gates fully awake with our love.
Thanks for listening to my update.
Love to all,
Sarah
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