The Chosen Picture
(The long standing image I love most to illustrate the restoration of the healed genetic code was painted by the most talented, Catherine Andrews. ( see image for this blog post) Thank you Catherine for this image that has been a guiding light for me, I might call it the "guardian image of my healing journey. It is the quintessential union between the masculine and feminine that represents the resurrection of spiritualized matter. You see the two halves, man and woman so beautifully exchanging and merging with one another that they are literally becoming one as they birth the golden sun of the triune frequency, which is the victory of spirit once again rising up within matter.) As we know, the entire Earth and all sentient beings are engaged in this massive restoration project of the original sacred marriage.
Hello all,
It has been a while. Wow, so much has been happening since the earthquake in Japan. Interestingly enough Sendai, Japan has a mythical story attached to it about the uniting of 2 lovers, that once lived on Earth, but that exist now in the stars. Well, I believe that Japan was a massive sacrifice for enabling the return of the Masculine feminine energies to each other here from within the Earth grid of the "great divorce"
At no other time in my healing journey have I felt such momentum and power to heal. The light has been birthing from my solar plexus with a force and a power that has up-stepped tremendously since the Earth reconfigured itself on that fateful March day.
I have been writing the song of ascension, the song of the fall and the return. I have re-written it 12 times in the past 5 days. It is still very very wordy. But it's pretty coherent, and it feels complete. I will include it in a subsequent blog. So much, where to start.
The primary seed of light, hosting the embryo
I have come to understand from my Teacher, Lisa Renee that one of the projects going on in the frontline, veil-lifting light workers is something called embryonic hosting of the christ seed. As soon as I heard her describing this, I got chills all over and began sweating and crying. I knew that I was a host of one of these seeds.
Over the last weeks, the seed has been asserting itself like never before. Now what this is, is a fully healed genetic code that is actually created by the soul monad with the help of spirit, from the bone marrow in the spine. I know it sounds pretty wacky, but apparently that is how the "veil is lifted" you see this seed has the code of living light that can transform the karmicly damaged genetic code of the fallen grid int my original seed.
Talk about your fixer upper
My original seed was so badly damaged that there was no hope of it rehabilitating itself. Now, most human beings' codes are not so badly damaged that they can't be rehabilitated, but veil lifters rack up the worst Karma and the greatest amount of it that they can hold to help transform the darkness in the grid so that the living light code can return to the Earth for the Earth and all of humanity.
So, this is the lifting of the veil. it is this light seed code inside me, systematically penetrating through and transmuting all the darkness of the karmic misconfigurations of the original seed. I feel it like the distorted code is like a black veil that the light seed allows itself to be wrapped in. Then the light seed as it comes online starts vaporizing the frozen light and deadlight code, kind of like defrosting it. This happens during the birth of a star when the stars inner core blows off the outer layer so it can achieve it's full sovereign shining starness.
The nurse and the orphanage, a story of two cells
A more loving way to say it, is that the light seed is the mother medicine seed, or the nurse seed, that brings the love and light to the damaged seed which is much like a little orphanage with many damaged children. Note, the wounded seed consciousness is the consciousness experienced by the ego self, the one in time and space. The christed seed remains primarily unavailable during waking consciousness, but I have felt it come to me in the night many times. So, one can see that the task at hand is to facilitate connection between the two seeds, systematically connecting the orphan who walks the Earth with the love of source, allowing visits and the exchange of love between the nurse and the little orphans.
The bridge between the seeds
So how is this connection between the two seeds facilitated. This is quite a task, but thank goodness there is one pathway and one pathway only to facilitate ths connection, exposure to and activation by one who delivers the medicine of core oneness. O.K. in more clear terms, romantic love. ( I suppose this connection could also be facilitated by alien assistance and or near death experience) So, it turns out at the 9th dimensional level, the level of our soul monad, we exist in oneness as a conglomerant with multiple souls, also called our monadic or core soul family. Anyway, the task is for our higher self to unite us with one of these monadic family members, hopefully of our preferred physical gender. Uniting with someone who holds a feedline to the oneness, enables a pathway to be opened between the two seeds that allows for exchange of the medicine and the transmutation of the broken code. There have been 15 or so major activators in the last 13 years. The onset of the healing journey was 27 years ago.
I am only now after 27 years beginning to get what is really going on at a cellular level. Anyway, every upgrade in the healing cell is felt like an upgrade in the caliber of the inner wedding between the masculine and feminine energies within self.(The original proton/ electron misalignment in all constituents of the damaged cell come into greater and greater correction.)
The hosted becomes the host, the changing of the guard
At some point the healing was great enough between the two cells that the damaged seed was ready to be reclaim by the christed seed. When this happened for me, I felt like my beloved flew me to my home world and fully dipped me into the waters of divine bliss and then no sooner was I held in these loving arms, I was dropped out of the sky to land on broken glass in a hellish state of separation. ( mirroring the inner orphan loss of the god seed state.) This direct mirroring facilitated a dissolution of the membranes blocking the union of the two seeds. This was accomplished through the exposure to and loss of the last, i will call him the last home delivery agent. I was hurled in a downward spiral of descent and rejection which mirrored perfectly the inner damage of my nervous system and began enabling a full re-write of my inherited nervous system by the christ-seed nervous system program. this began the actual proliferation of the light seed identity into the full parameters of the of the damaged seed code. This was like the deadlight code being resurrected into the garden of eden in a sweeping rainbow over my whole body, like the terra forming of a nearly dead Earth( see blog post in early November)
One month later In December of last year I began singing a song, "born again in love" feeling like I was this essence that was singing from deep inside myself, not really understanding what the heck I was talking about, fearing I might be going insane for sure. This fear has been a close companion for the last 27 years.
For right now, as I stand before you, I feel as oneness, that there is one seed birthing inside me. My slide show journey of our second birth really describes this whole process beautifully. See "Sarahsparkle1" at youtube and fine "Journey of our Second Birth" I made this a year and a half ago not knowing I was creating the story of my life.
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A new controller at the helm
As I sense my body today, the light seed identity is now driving the light ship. It has taken over the controls. The take over has been accomplished over these last 5 months of complete hermitage from the outside world but really in this last week has been the full take over. The self needed to have a full audience with the self to accomplish the transfer. At this point now, the light seed i believe has now become the governing agent at the center of the damaged seed. ( I don't know the science involved, just describing the sensations. I imagine it is in the nucleus re-writing the genetic code) Any scientists out there, I'd love to know the real physical correlations to this if you happened to know.)
For the last week or so, my conscious self has felt like my brain is being possessed and taken over by something else, this something else being like a quantumn engine of love,beauty and passion. In my body talk session these were the elements: the restoration of healed nerve supply from brain to general body, the energy of flight defined by the union of masculine and feminine and the reconnection of myself as source to an infinite number of satellites defined by the consciousness of the one breath was the session. Also the energy of Uranus defined by the consciousness of being a visionary and the consciousness of change.
The Bird as bridger of starseed and human
I am feeling the connection to my bird-tribe self. It feels like bird energy is merging into me. The bird seems to be serving as an intermediary bridging agent between the starseed genetic code and the damaged human code because before the bird started merging in me I felt like a star mermaid landed here with no bridge to the human race on Mar 18th. This was very scarey. i prayed for a means of connecting and integrating this new part and voila!! bird starts rising up in me enabling the connection of the two like a bridge. Thank you Bird~~~. It is quite wierd. Lisa says the progenitors of the human race are the birds, dolphins and cats. not the ones we see on earth, a much more advanced form of the species. So I guess I come from the bird line most predominantly or that is the connection that is being utilized most predominantly to accomplish this ascension.
Healing the one mass of confused broken circuitry
So, right now is about the restoration of optimal nerve supply from my brain to the whole of my body. i am fatigued and literally feel like I'm dying so much of the time. like I'm cloaked in death stuff, but life is trying to find its way back.I feel really ill these days. Existing is literally a huge enema as the christ seed asserts the return of it's identity within the war-torned and oh so weary, battle fatigued soldier. I sense that as the love returns to this land to a critical mass degree, i will start feeling good, and I will have energy for love making and dancing and as it comes fully online I will take to the road to pour this medicine over the Earth and provide the healed code so all may restore the pathways in their damaged primary seeds and be restored to their full glory. For now, I rest. preparing to rise and sing wherever needed.
Rising in love, rising in light. The Earth is Rising out of the light. ( from my song, Love's triumphant return)
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