healing the atom, exciting times!!!

so for many weeks, my spirit guides have been telling me not to change my name. They say Sarah Hope Adams. It is important that you keep that name at least for a-while and maybe for the duration. Now I get it, sarah hope atoms. It is restoring the hope atoms of the light-seed coded atoms of our original human blueprint before the distortion and manipulation that rendered the compromised light and fear-based world we see today in the human race at large.

December 26th
, the grief so intense, the third night of major suffocation cycles at night attempting to breathe as unity consciousness and confronting major paralysis in diaphragm and lungs. Then on that night I write a treatise that demands the return of the house of God to my form, that demands the return of lover and beloved to dance as a fire at the core of every cell in my being. That night suffocation again and so much grief

After the exposure to healed proton/ electron, masculine feminine sacred marriage of living light state and the return home to the broken, grieving great divorce between proton/ electron in my own mind body and physiology at so many levels, finally the relief came on December 28th, the morning of December 28th when I demanded to breathe a breath in my body, a full breath that would yield sufficient oxygen, is when I was given the knowledge of the damage at the atom level. I was shown that the atom was quite sick. I was given the commands, "Be love" Be Union." Then, I had to jump out of bed and drive somewhere so I had to put the whole thing on halt.
then i call my friend while on the freeway, and she confirms that she is working at the same level with the frozen light which our teacher, Lisa Renee, talks about quite extensively. So my friend and I get really excited and agree to talk the next motning. On the morning of Dec 28th, we were told we could take a look at the damaged atom, the state of the light harnessed at the third dimensional mind control system. It was icky, but we did take a look. And now I have to run to breakfast. I am really excited though and I can breathe! We have seen the site of the enslavement of light by the controllers. Now we just have to wait to see what we do next. My friend received the info that we were gathering information for high spiritual guardians who looked through our eyes and now could better see the situation and diagnose and treat the miasms in the atom. so now we wait to see what to do next. It definitely is a partnership between humans and guardian beings outside the human realm. I

I feel so much hope though, and I can breathe. The grief is finally over. This cycle anyway, but maybe this is the core of all grief....

This process is corresponding to the inter-action between me and my husband who are healing the proton/ electron union from within mental body enemy patterning. We dare to go into hostile cognitive territories of rejection that hold our deep potential passion at bay and hold it out of our experience. We have been working this for almost 14 years.. And I know now that this is directly connected to the healing of the atom. The love based atom has electrons whose orbits are highly elliptical. The symetrical orbit of fear based enemy patterning is not the natural state. So interesting that scientists call the love based electron/ proton arrangement, "superderformity" Isn't that ironic. Anyway, I have to run to help mom. I just wanted to share the latest on this wild ride. Wow, what a trip.
Love to all and Happy New Year, 2011 the restoration kicks into high gear!!!!!!!1

Laying upon the cored fracture to birth unity consciousness. Here is a beautiful video from the nativity story following this writing.

Laying down upon the core fracture of separation consciousness to transform the field of separation into the field of unity. Once you have tasted the full combination of the perfect mixture of elements of the masculine and feminine dance that is the identical identity of the original proton and electron union which I did in Oct and Nov, then you can now be rejected by that identity in this physical plane and thrown back onto the crucifix of the core fracture. This experience no matter how painful is truly the greatest gift for a steward of unity consciousness come to heal all separation because it is this experience that initiates the down elevator that delivers me right to the door of cellular repair of separation consciousness across the bones, muscles, lymphatic, Nervous system, wei chi and all the body's systems. I'm also experiencing the axe blade that cut across my mid section 2 inches above the belly button and the vertical axe cut that chopped me in half during the final hours of my life in ancient Lemuria. I tried the route of just stopping my breathing to avoid feeling the horror, but No i really want to live through this and serve the ascension for that is why I came! So death is not an option, and the one who could somehow stop it all. Not really, but it feels like if he would just let me back into his heart, this could all be avoided. Ha, ha, ha. How silly. NO, I've reached the point of no return. 10 centimeters dialated this mother Mary.

My life has brought me right here so perfectly. I thank you life and all of your players for ushering me so perfectly onto the core toilet bowl agony that birthed duality that I may transform it and become the healing elixir for everything in creation. by God, I might birth the Christ child by Christmas night!!! Anybody else doing a Mother Mary this Christmas?

Completing with the past; Getting my feet poised on the path for the journey ahead

Looking back over these 26 years since the journey into the wilderness began at age 18 in 1983, the journey to penetrate the darkness and birth my light into this place so unlike my home, I note the good, the bad and the ugly and everything in between. There have been countless half births, quarter births or less as i examine the failed attempts and incomplet transfers of my soul's true essence into this world. I look with compassion and amazement at this long journey. I also take note of the beautiful times, the magical moments when my high soul was able to penetrate the distorted architecture of this mind and touch me for a moment thanks to so many soul family beloveds and the sheer beauty of the natural world, shining like a crystal rainbow to touch my heart even there.

At the end of the night, you rub your eyes and just thank god that it was all a dream as all the anti-life particles melt away in the morning light and the details of the night, all the many players, fade into the distance. And now, even amidst my father's complete cognitive deterioration and my dear mother's stress, there is so much gratitude that I am here embodying in this physical vessel. Here, experiencing what it is to be a human woman. Last night I received the beginning of the human woman download from Debbie Boone and Taylor Swift, their starlit eyes, shining their souls with physical bodies radiantly alive. And I found the french language like an open portal of sweet memory drawing me deep into the sensual pleasures of its sound as I put coconut oil upon my body in the bath. So now I am loving the french language. It is the closest transfer of my liquid world of boundaryless love. And maybe some past lives in france are assisting with the instruction memory of human woman. I like being a human woman, very sensual and beautiful and soft in the flesh and body. This human body such a marvelous vehicle from which to experience the many forms of love loving itself, inter-acting with itself in so many glorious ways. The tantalizing colors, textures, sounds, sensations of this realm are truly rich.

I breathe in the fresh air of dawn and I re-dedicate this vehicle and this life to the ever growing mission of the rehabilitation of humanity and the Earth and achieving the ascension as smoothly and sweetly as possible for all beings. I consecrate my life to God source light with all intention for the Law of one to resurrect all in-organic code into the organic living light code.
For my life belongs to the mission completely, and I am good with that. Maybe not completely good with that or I wouldn't even need to write the following statement to tell you. I have long since died to all illusory beliefs that my personal desires have any bearing at al on the course this path will take. I am 100% plugged into and fueled by the Divine mind of GOD. Until it says move, I wait and so I am a lady in waiting in a way. At least i know, I want to learn French. I am also going to flood this body, personality and soul with the light and love of presence. So that's about all for now. My job is to heal, balance and fill this vehicle with the sweet medicine of love that I may be ready for my active mission when I am called to action! Merry Christmas every one and Happy Holidays!
Until Next

Sarah

Enya - Waterfall

This is the feeling of the sweet communion with the sweet pieces of home that I have collided with here on Earth that have enabled me to incarnate my sweet soft feminine, watery rainbow love into this harsh, agonizing grid of distorted masculine fallen angelic system, transforming it into my watery love with every return home after having been inseminated with the sweet love communion of home. Thank you to all who have given me the taste of home that I may birth home into this Earth. I dedicate this post to all of these sweet ones whether they be in my life currently or not. Wherever you are, I love you with all my heart and tell you now, that only through these sweet communions with you could i have made it through this dry barren journey. And now, I am becoming the oasis myself that I tasted only for a moment with all of you. Now I am beginning to taste the sweet communion in my own breath, in my own blood. Now, I am coming home.

Two heavenly bodies collide and move on to birth their own separate solar systems

I just completed the winter solstice initiation from Children of the Sun, and in the amazing sound healing tones of sacred universal space, I received a vision. I saw myself having collided with a great core-star of light. It is true, we danced in glorious reunion for a short moment of time but only to activate, spark and fulfill a needed transmission. Then we moved away from each other, each to go and birth our own respective solar systems. You left with joy; I was left in sorrow. But it is all good and right and as it should be. So it is with blessing that I separate from you now, knowing that we have separate destinies, each to birth beautiful communion and to bring unity, love and awakening to Earth through powerful and sweet ancient sounds that build and restore the architecture of ascension within and without. Such a similar emotional landscape we have lived to overcome panic and anchor our grounded light. As sadness lingers at the loss, I declare in my soul it was very beautiful to have been with you on Earth as we are in Heaven for this short reunion. and now I follow your cue and move away from you as you have moved away from me. Now I will place my focus on the world I came to birth... my world of beauty and glory that is my own bountiful and very important service to humanity. Good bye star lover, star brother for a time, and blessings upon your path and your destiny. We will be together again on the other side of this human journey of imbalance and distortion to dance sweetly, rainbows of glory coursing through us in an exchange of boundless love. Even now, I feel you in that place where we are always together.

Coming home to rest and heal

Hello all,

Well, now I am through the big storm, and the whole bunch is resting pretty calmly. I have been instructed to drink a little red wine every evening to calm the nervous system, nourish the blood and just let all the pieces come into coalescence in my center. So, the task is to stay out of my head as much as possible and just be. Walking on cloudy venice beach, the sweetness of the ocean expanse and the sea gulls soaring across the sky. Just breathing deeply into the center, feeling so grateful that I am here. Just to be here after penetrating through so many veils to embody here. It is now to breathe and feel my flesh, to make love and be in my body with my beloved. The disembodied child is now becoming woman, catching up with my chronological age. finally I am feeling as woman feels.

We are supposed to get 6 days of rain. Mom just told me that there were 10 days of rain after my birth. Wow, the crazy weather of global warming and planetary transformation. So many blessings to all as we celebrate this momentous solstice and more and more powerful love and light floods our planet. I was watching the video, "Breath of Heaven" by Amy Grant. So metaphorical for the journey we are on. Mudslides abound!!!! water rushing in. Much love to all.

Ascending flight, resurrecting death to life

From the diaries of a steward of the planetary logos
Assisting ascension on Earth preparing for the big push from Mar 2011- Nov 2011 to move out of the 3d mental body and into the heart and higher mind for all who will follow the ascension timeline. This is Dec 18th 2010
I am she, Sarah Hope Adams

Ascending flight:apprehending death
to resurrect the living light code in Earth

The body is holding and alchemizing the descending spiral of core separation. The primordial mother within me can follow the spiral all the way down and at the bottom change it’s direction. It is like a black spiraling descending, metallic death matrix that smashes down, and I join with it’s downward spiral until I reach the very bottom where there is a primordial sea in the core of my mother belly and then a white bird flies out of the waters.

What an amazing process, it is asking a lot of my lungs, heart kidneys, my faith that I will live through this to see tomorrow, but it is very exciting to be experiencing the actual interface with the architecture of death and delivering it up into the ascending flight of the resurrected light code of living love and liberation.

I am accomplishing what I came to this Earth to do.
This feels so good! Sound and song are resurrecting the spiral too. The song of ascending flight is what delivers me out of the night.

Finding sacredness in the work that is at hand, birthing a planet of light

We are starting at ground zero, building the road between heaven and Earth.
Mother, father and child all hold together in our hands, the next single brick to be added with great presence, great reverence and great love. We are here to do this work. It is why we live.

AS we encounter a wound or fracture on a given brick we meet it in tenderness with the medicine of our hearts compassion for what has gone wrong in the past. Making wrong right again as we stay with each other through the healing and when it is done we spread the mortar and place the brick in its place. Each fracture healed bringing a new antidotal property to the great medicine of our heart, building our energy field as a safety hub where all may be healed when the time is needed, all the people I came to bring home into the light
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Quelling and taming the ravenous hunger of immediate gratification, bringing the hungry one back to the sacredness of this moment over and over again, assuring her that her pain of immediate gratification denied is honored and she is loved and that we are with her… here in this land that feels very barren in comparison to the appetite fed field of ecstatic bliss and communion from which she came. And we give her our strength and we lend her our fortitude and patience to endure the earth journey when we know so well the taste of heaven. And we all share this challenge together in this often, oh so foreign land.

Bringing the one whose tendency is to spiral up again and again into obsession with bliss once tasted back. Harnessing her ankles and holding her in presence long enough to let love touch her own heart here with her feet on the ground, to learn to drink one little sip of love at a time, and awaken her little body and mouth to be able to receive ever more of this love. Feeling the great reward of bringing love into a land that has been so bereft of love. Achieving the accomplishment of restoring a circuitry of glory from out of a state of near total dysfunction. Making of a black whole a fountaining mountain of light so alive that it is immune to all fear. And the child shall be smiling, saturated in the mother's love becoming woman that can be embodied and present for sexual ecstasy with Man, grounded not in escape but in full presence and bonded not to the other's energy field, but participating as self reliant, fully whole energy field coming together with the beloved to create and celebrate true bounty rising out of two present, whole God beings celebrating themselves each other and the great one source light that made them 2, offering their ecstasy to the one that made them 2 so that God itself could feel the most complete and glorious expression of itself loving itself that could ever be. And the creation is offered back into the heart of the one from it's two offspring. And another piece of the great tapestry of fallen creation is healed and remembered into union.

And yet to accomplish the discipline of this great work, one must
Look away from the satisfaction of immediate pleasure, looking toward the long term goal of becoming the glory and anchoring in this restored glory for the greater good of accomplishing the healing task I came to accomplish successfully so that many, many, many beings that would otherwise not have a bridge to cross, may cross on this bridge. This is the bridge between the darkest stretch of the city at night to the golden city of the new jerusalem, the one that my steadfast presence and dedication day in an day out, will have built. And in time the building of this love within myself will begin to taste of more and more glory, closer and closer to the bliss filled field, until I myself am the bliss-filled field of love loving itself, of glorious masculine and sweet flowing feminine, permeating and flowing through each other in an endless fountaining of blissful communion.

But now I am here, and I promised I would start from the ground up, from the beginning, to build this road connecting heaven and Earth. For it is a road that very few are building and a road that many many will be needing to make the great shift that will be demanded of us very soon. And so, it is a work of love, a project of great beauty and steadfast love and commitment to the mission that called me to this Earth in the first place. And so I celebrate that I am completing my mission. And I thank my beautiful amazing husband for standing beside me, for being my endless support and steadfast love to enable this great work to be done. As we build the road that restores our passionate and alive connection, woman to man, we build the road that connects our piece of Earth and Heaven and restore the sacred marriage of the planet of light within and without.