This is going to be short as I am up in the middle of the night.
The primal rage is coursing through me. So much like a tsunami or a hurricane in the pathway of my breathing, there is such anguish down-stepping through the ring. through the interface with separation consciousness, the loss of union, the anger, betrayal/abandonment, Shame/guilt, entrapment. All the flavors of the fall. And in my breath I must say yes to it all, and the no current is stubbornly holding on though I floated in deep darkness in the flotation tank today feeling so much. I thought it was enough to let me sleep tonight, but the size of the monster rage no current, raging against the agony of the assault of separation forces is shredding me again. This is how I am up at this hour.
Oh dear God, May I become the zero-point field of God in form that is the answer to this most violent storm, the softness of exquisite all embracing sweet singularity that appeases all in its loving embrace. And in this ultimate embrace, may the living light rise supreme throughout all my body lifting all dead-light code into the organic living light of spirit dancing victorious liberation within matter.

Developing the Negatives in God's Photo Laboratory

As we sit and look at the amazing elements that are at play here before us at the precipice of massive change and reconfiguration on our planet and for our human race and all sentient beings, we can see elements of extreme darkness and extreme light flying around in the alchemical pressure cooker. As we wake up from experiences where we have known ourselves at the effect of the hallmark distortions of our true identity , i.e., abandonment, betrayal, guilt/ judgment, shame, anger, unworthiness, entrapment. Each of these call’s forth and invokes our true presence as it’s opposite. Comforting the abandoned child as the mother of assurance, we call forth our authentic presence as steadfast love and unfailing presence. Comforting our guilt we invoke the aspect of ourselves that is absolute forgiveness and original innocence. Confronting the pain of the one in unworthiness we invoke the presence of ourselves as the ultimate glory of the starlight essence we are. Comforting the one who has known severe and deep rejection, we invoke ourselves as the ultimate presence of ultimate belonging as the cornerstone of all embracing love in re-membered belonging. Comforting the one in entrapment we invoke the part of our authentic presence that is sovereign freedom, the identity of self as free flowing love flowing unimpeded in a positive feedback loop of love loving itself throughout all parameters of creation. Comforting the one in pain of ultimate separation we invoke the self as the two sides of completion: the masculine and feminine aspects of self in a restored dance of union, opening the portal to the perpetual supply of source energy feedback looping into the stuff of matter and back and forth into the heart of the divine. All of these “negatives” I like to see these as the blades of separation consciousness: Each one calling forth it’s own particular medicine that dissolves it back into love: I see each blade being dipped into the chalice of God substance in the heart, and as the sword is presented for dipping, we activate that portion of the medicine lying latent ( not embodied) in the liquid inside the God Chalice. Each sword in turn re-members and activates the embodied presence of the divine elixir of the true self, the answer to all pain, the healer of all aspects of separation. Thus is the process of the embodiment of God consciousness.
The magic is in the synthesis of opposites that, all at once, opens our pathway to God consciousness and God’s pathway into Earth embodiment.

The order of operations.

The first wave path cutters have agreed to allow the extreme opposites to be alchemized upon their emotional bodies and their nervous systems in their blood, bones and bodies so that by their living, they enable this God frequency to have it’s first entry into physicality. I was thinking this is akin to going to a virgin land, thick with vegetation and cut a path through the densely populated and thick vegetation. We can look at the model of the predecessors to the first wavers like Jesus and Buddah and all the saints we have known about. But now we are engaged in a wide-spread opening of all humanity.

This is my family of beings, the first wave raw alchemists, the crazy-ass mother fuckers who decided to dive head-long into the shittiest material of separation consciousness that the toilet bowl of death and dismemberment would be alchemized by the light of spirit and in this synthesis there would be opened a portal for the embodiment of the divine. Its’ a motley crew this group but they are opening the way for all who come after..
Once the first level opening is established, those who come after open the subsequent layer and so on, so that all waves of humanity is utilizing the evolution of the group that came before. This is like a massive lifting of the veil of separation consciousness with all or our hands poised and participating at the levels where they can assist, enabling together the opening of a path so gloriously wide and bright that even the youngest souls at the bottom rungs of evolution are enabled passage into the whole new level of consciousness as we cross into planetary ascension. I.E, anyone who chooses may cross into the home vibration of ascended Earth.

Stay tuned for a cool healing song circle

Called “Bathing in the light of the Soul” I am beginning to receive sound packets for activating and awakening the DNA. Can’t wait to share. There will also be plenty of group toning and singing and inter-active celebration.

Sourcing Abundance within

Hello all,

It has been a-while since my last post, and life has been changing amazingly much. I have left all tutoring jobs. Allegedly I though I could tell my clients that it was because I was going on tour across the U.S. to share my music and travel with a band of healing angels which I am still partially doing. I'll be going with portal to ascension for about 6 days and then flying home. Sleep still comes much easier in my own bed as the major theme for my life is stabilizing my own energies within self.

A big part of this is unplugging as much as I can from the external world and all the advertising pulls of the internet to take this tele-class and sign up for this community and buy this product that is all somehow going to give me something that I need and don't already have. I am addressing this lie, this bombarding lie that floods us in western society that implies in it's very veins that we are not enough and there is something out there we need. Wow, just unsubscribed from 12 mailing lists. What a relief! But it's more than that it's my own mind that tells me I've got to add energy to the sytem, I've got to strive, make, prepare, produce, figure out sell, market... Whatever it is. Just this constant sense that I must keep efforting for something that is not here. Ahhhh, so enough of the lie. Now I want to talk about the truth!

The truth is that I am a being of infinite abundance that everything that I need is already here... that the very air molecules are made of love, that love permeates every piece of creation, that bliss is bountifully emanating from the spawning field of light that courses through my veins and is in my own breath. It is that close. In the absence of all the external pulling and seduction, at the bottom of the frenzied searching and seeking, this love is there...like a river flowing at the base of my being. Enoughness is the state of my true being. it is the default position that my soul rests upon, like a soft feather bed of already always having just what I need.

I went in and laid on the healing table, deciding to become my own client for a time. That's what my life seems to be about right now... not reaching out to bring anything in to myself, but learning to fill myself from inside, learning to connect mother and child within and drink from the circuit of my own self love until I feel truly full. This drinking can only happen as I unplug and exhaust the externally seeking circuitry. What a task. And the mind is so afraid that if it doesn't sign up for some class, it will be left behind and miss the bus to paradise. And that this class is different. This one is the one that really matters when at the base of it, I just need to address that fear that somehow I don't have what I need within myself and my life as it exists to get what i truly need, and then it comes right back down to taking that little infant back to the healing table and letting her nurse from the breasts of my own heart's love, the only thing that can ever satiate her thirsty starving heart.

So, that is where I find myself. Frank, my wonderful husband is handling all the bills as long as I don't spend money on anything but gas and food. So the universe has it set up perfectly that I must unplug to this notion that I need anything out there to make me whole. I guess it's all perfect, but sometimes it really sucks trying to change directions so completely like this. Is anyone else going through this stuff? I'd love to know.
Anyway, I guess that is pretty much it for now. My teacher, lisa Renee, says that the actual architecture of the mind of God is imprinting at the third eye for many fo us now, and it is completely demanding total re-configuration. Maybe this movement into sourcing the self from within is that re-configuration within me.
Anyway, I will sign off for now.
Blessings to all.

Sarah

Aligning with the trajectory for our highest possible future

These are amazing times, times that we will look back on and see un-precedented changes in the very fabric of our human experience.
Unity, joy, liberation, that which we truly are, is now demanding the unplug from the dark matrixes of belief in bondage and suffering that we may be available to the divine body of unity being re-habilitated right now. As of July 17th we are officially on a new time line, one that is being driven by the identity of love and unity to bring forth a new global brain that reflects the innate truth of this love and unity. All in our lives that does not actively promote love, liberation and joy will be falling away for we cannot continue to serve as a cog in the status quo matrix created by separation consciousness. If we are to poise ourselves in alignment with this new body coming into being, we can no longer Maintain a posture that serves the separation matrix for we cannot actively serve a system of separation and a system of unity. The great awakening is commencing and the cells in the body of unity consciousness are beginning to hear the call to move into their position upholding the walls of the arteries and veins that will enable the blood of the one heart to course through unimpeded and victorious. The body is being resuscitated to rise again. We are beings of love, joy, sovereignty, magic, creativity and service to the one love.

Spaceship Earth is going back to love and all who will stay upon her will follow suit. The time of sleep is over. We all have roles as arteries and veins in this great circulatory system of loves rise triumphant on this planet. We must stand in position that the blood of joy and life can flow through us unimpeded.

It is scarey to leave that which is known, but there is no choice now, and we can do it. We can step into the void and find our wings. We can be lifted into joy, step by step and receive money while we are rising. I know this is possible. I haven't really experienced it yet, but I know others who have. And as this happens for me, I will share it with you to give you the courage to take a stand for love. We are all in this together. Something so much greater is moving us now. It is the great essence of love itself stirring us on toward a higher destiny.

Their must be a ballanced synergy of higher mind and heart in partnership for the structure to be suitable architecture to house and promote the circulation of the blood of joy. All cognitive dominant activities will be traded in for activities that spring forth from a sacred and joyful union of mind and heart.

Leave all that feels like a struggle, risk doing your joy. If it does not resonate in joy for you, cut your giving to it, and demand that the universe bring you an upgrade. I wish we could all live together and not pay rent right now and just support each other jumping into our joy and living in that space in between, hugging and loving and encouraging each other. Well, consider this what i am doing right now as I write these words. We are never alone. Our spirit guides are just waiting for us to look up and ask for help and listen for the answers. Like I say i don't know exactly how this is done. How will my music, healing and children joy careers come on line to support my new joy aligned life. I'll let you know.

Many blessings as we jump the cliff to fly. For certain, we are holding hands.

Sarah

The superior reality of unity

Hello all,


I am posting this beautiful picture by Melissa Harris of the birth of butterflies bursting forth. I believe we are in a time of great meta-morphosis and caterpillar and butterfly medicine can give us many insights into how to navigate this passage. Our caterpillar timelines are demanding to be let go of and our soul realigned with butterfly timelines and destinies. Someone described this as maturing all the immature holodynes of density and pain into mature holodynes or joy and lightness, of the fruit reaped from the labor or perhaps it is more accurate to say simply aligning with a past where the labor never happened. This is what I am seeing just this past 2 weeks or so after years of feeling victim to the past happenings. Now, I am actually wiping them from the record and re-writing or rather tuning into an already written probable reality and selecting that one to be the life I lived instead. ( well, my body can respond as if that one is the one I lived ) It is so neat.

Jee, it has been such a long time since my last post. So much has happened and is happening as we prepare for the climax of this amazing summer of astrological configurations, ( opening of the Lion's Gate August 8th, Cardinal T Cross by mid August with 5 major oppositions in the outer planets, the most powerfully shit kicking radical power in 200 years ) faccilitating major death and rebirth into totally new configurations of form that will hold much greater levels of light than the obsolete structures deathing and composting at the feet of the mighty majestic unity wave rising triumphant. It is a major cleaning out your closet to make upgrades and let go of all that cannot make the frecuency jump into higher consciousness. So I am experiencing all of this. How about you?

Getting back to this idea of re-writing timelines, for sure the coolest thing that has been happening since the beginning of July thanks to my friend Todd in Hawaii and I guess to the cummulative work of roto-rooter clearing I have been doing for 26 plus years. I am now actually experiencing that I do have the power to influence my state of being and change it for the better in this now moment. To my great surprise and delight, I am getting that I can actually re-write different timelines and align myself with these (after I feel the traumas and the emotions attached to the previously lived timelines of suffering and victimization.) that is. I am experiencing this with my own body, mind, spirit. Hard to understand with the pea brain, but we are in an unlimited universe which means every single possiblity has happened so I simply dream a sweet past experience, disassociate from painful past, align myself with other preferred probable reality and command that my whole system be upgraded to reflect the new time line, replacing all trauma with joy and empowerment and radiant health. It is amazing to experience such a thing.

I always thought I had to heal the pain from within the paradigm where the pain existed, I never dreamed I could unhook one reality and re-align with a chosen one and have my body, mind and spirit follow the template of this upgrade, but it is happening. Another example is that the severe shattering of my soul, literally blown a part in a very real life time that I lived is being re-written as well.

Just this morning this booming voice was speaking, "The superior reality of unity supersedes and dissolves all realities of separation. As you assert the frecuency of onenes, the template of union and ballance, the perfection of love, harmony and beauty, everything else must fall at its feet." And the superior reality begins to instruct the cells of the body back into perfection, back into joyful homeostatic optimal, dancing, inspired, god-filled biology of celebration. For the divine human blue print is joy, and when the divine identity of the one begins asserting itself,all is lifted up into dancing joy in effortless ease. It is simply the experience of love loving itself without interruption from the lies of separation super-imposed on the lower bodies.

So the question is: how and when does this access to the divine blueprint of unity become available? I believe it is opening in us all. I know that I came here to earth to open a stargate that spans dimensions 1-12 and this process has been a 27 year enema. I am told that this stargate, this field that is opened by this particular vehicle will be employed as a full functioning stargate to be one of the stations for ascension. This was the guardians of the Earth's insurance policy incase the original ascension plan was foiled as it was when the controllers forced shut down of the earth's natural stargates in 2003. Organic stargates would now be the only way to enable the passage to insure all humanity who choose can make the passage. Anyway, so I am experiencing just today for the first time, the tube is mending, the tube of light that runs the gamut of the chakras. The stargate feels to be really asserting itself to come online. It is like it is birthing itself from an intelligence way beyond my personality self. I just have to go lay in bed, toning and chanting with my hand bridging the great site of the wound at the solar plexus that separates the personality matrix from the soul matrix of chakras 4,5 and 6. (Lisa Renee talks about this on her facebook page. Very cool snippet of her lates lecture at Eceti Ranch. Check it out!)
Anway, the damage of the fracture here in the solar plexus is being super-seded by this big booming presence of unity that declares the bomb never shattered me. The fall never happened. I have always been held in the arms of love, always mended, always one, always mended. The full gateway between earth and heaven has always been fully intact. This superior truth of unity is laying it's template upon my dream of separation and sucking every last piece of the violent lie up into its great crystal lotus heart as I experience the penetration of the membrane between the personality and the soul matrix. The penetration that I have been working to achieve or has been working to achieve itself for nearly 27 years in this lifetime at least. And after 27 years of struggle, the beginnings of knowing what it is to have a full breath is dawning in me. The beginnings of not having to have my hands fastened to the scarring of my etheric body at the fracture point to unity me with life-force enough to get me from one moment to the next. Excuse me. I have always been held in the oneness. I have always been held in the oneness. So this truth is instructing everything back into true alignment. Last night the grief was so intense, but I could feel dimensions converging in my solar plexus, and pieces of my self touching them selves in a near full interface along the central line.

WEll, I realize this is probably kind of far-out and wierd for readers. It is just another day in the life of an organic stargate. Are there any other organic stargates out there reading this? God it would be awesome to support each other. Or if you, reading, know a friend who might resonate, connect us if you will. You'll know because of the great divorce at he solar plexus that attempts to block the flow of heaven and earth, the exchange of heaven and earth that is. What a process it is to clear this channel. Unbelievable.
So, this is basically what's new. I long to share all my new healing techniques discovered this last two weeks. Write to me if this interests you or go to www.sarahadams.org. I can work on the phone or in person so location is not a limitation.

Another creation that is arising as this stargate is mended is the glimpse of a new kind of concert/ sing-a-long... This is the glimpse of healing song gatherings that employ words and melodies to program the authentic truth of the living light and awaken the divine human blueprint. These special concerts and their locations will be posted in the calendar section of my website so come if you can. It is all like a grand laboratory to experiment with the most effective modalities for resurrecting the divine human blue-print that is our birth right of freedom and joy.
I hope to see you around Campus.
Much love to all!

Sarah

a solid foundation

My one word of advice for us all right now cause it's been a lesson this week especially is take time to feel the sadness and the fear if you can sense them. Take time to give them a space to be known. I am realizing I keep efforting at keeping my vibration high and happiness as the state I'm experiencing, but then I noticed this gnawing sadness underneath and thought:" hmm, I can sort of hold it at bay and push it down and continue to dance on top of it." but this was taking a lot of effort so I decided to go down and welcome it up, and wow so much sadness and fear, but today after releasing this layer, I notice it is taking much less effort to just feel the flowing life force and the natural state of bliss. Being willing to leach out the toxic emotions from the foundation is so important so that we can build something with true staying power that resonates with the highest integrity, balance and the highest love and that won't have to be torn down and re-built the match the standards of the coming vibrations of awakening. Yes, we might as well do the foundational work now. Anything that rises as a construction out of a fear-based mind will have to come down. Shore up those foundations in deep unconditional love and allowance of all emotions. Do not go forth in action unless you are existing in balance and relative non attachment. Then you can truly be of use to the divine plan only when you really have no vested interest in any of it at the ego level. Ironic, isn't it. By the time the ego gets it's wish it is so dissolved that it really doesn't care. but the Soul knows and celebrates in drama-less contentment and a sense of rightness as we stand to take our place in power and love, to fulfill the roles we came to fulfill in the timing of the awakening of the one and the all.
good bye for now.

I just wanted to share this with all.
So much love to everyone. As more and more awaken to their core love, we will all be floating so easily on the sweetest river. It is coming. In the meantime we build our own and our collective stairway to heaven piece by piece, peace by peace and love by love and tear by tear.

Our true nature is infinite abundance

Sunday as I was checking out the beautiful Tum Water Falls Park in Olympia, I was spoken to from a deep place within myself, reminded that all the seeming lack brought on by my current financial situation is just part of an illusory fabric constructed out of mistaken beliefs. I surveyed the sudden harsh steep slopes of the man made dam in contrast to the kinder, gentler gates constructed so beautifully alongside these, giving the Salmon an option of gentleness and ease. I asked to myself, isn't there an option of ease for me? There must be something beyond all this struggle and impossiblity and seeming dead end of lack. Then this voice came from within and said, ah, there is a place where all is already full; there is a place where abundance abounds and love pours into you from all sides, dancing into you and filling you and what's more, you are this place. Your suffering is caused by identifying with what you are not. And although nothing really changed in my situation, I began to feel a great sense of ease as if I was already home and that no out-picturing in this conditional reality can define who I am. I will not give an illusory network of beliefs and assumptions and conditions the power to take me from my peace, the peace of who I already am. I can't wait to return in September to watch the salmon and behold the path of gentleness and kindness before them. I know in the wild they would jump many steep falls and the wild is always better than anything man-made, but small steps to attempt to co-exist with nature are so appreciated.

And if I go to singing alive here in a couple of weeks, I will go with the knowing that the place I drink from and feed from is within the earth, the sky and my own being. I do not need to lead a big circle to prove I am loved on the Earth or to feel my hungry soul. I've been looking to be fed by other people's validation and attention. This is not the true feeding place. Looking here can only lead to suffering and disappointment for it is life's job to guide me to the fountain within to drink there of the source. So all the programming of desperation for love from childhood is just a blessed pointer to the true feeding ground within.

I would love to lead a large circle with enough people to sing 4 parts and really weave the tapestry of sound, but if that doesn't happen. O.K. If I come with meat on my bones, the meat I am finding now as I turn my identification to the fullness within, i will not be looking to the outer from a desperate place. And who knows, the greatest thing of all would be if I could feel the joy of everyone else's victory's and joys and not be so focused on getting but rather at least 50% or more of my energy on giving to others and being a blessing to others. Yes, this is why I came to Earth. Well both to fill my inner cup and to feel the joy of sharing the bounty with others feeling joy wherever so it be that "the one" is rejoicing.
Love and blessings to all