Alchemical Sample Transmutation Yet Again!

oh, my goodnes, home from LA with new field of fragmentation identity totally interfacing in consciousness . It is wierd. it is painfilled. It is much to breath into my body, mind and heart. Interacting with light trapped under frozen bars of death and co-existing alongside it in consciouness is very painfull. And yet in these frozen popsicles seems to be the message and the possiblity of total self empowerment. There is this knowing that I have total creation power to bring anything about like transmuting toxins in my food to accessing the upward spiral of living light in each and every moment simply by opening my will to do so.

What a strange juxtoposition of pain and sorrow and deep grief and also excitement as I glimpse total creatorship power inside the creatrix field, the new universe that seems to be opening before me as i transmute this last layer of reversal code. It almost feels like this is the last layer of the imprisoned light that actually opens into the next creational universe made possible through this magnum opus journey of light's descent into matter. As i write this is, it is as if light of a golden dawn is shining and this last layer of the prison has windows through which I can glimpse the dawning of the light of a new creational universe.

Finally, the fruit of the long journey of self remembrance. Finally, the opening into the new field of creation is perceived! To gain access to the unlocking of the tyranny of metalurgic bond in matter (this is the identical process of lead being made into white powder gold, transforming metal to elemental) We had to surrender and let it take us as light and roll us under, pinning us down into total submission, At this point underpinned all the way down, we gain access to the metalurgic bond, whose transmutation ( of the last layer) yields the creatrix field of spiritualized matter, the sweet fruit of the journey a physical vehicle through which is birthed the Diamond heart of GOD!

i've been down through the wash rinse repeat cycle about 22 times now and each time I feel the smashing and lock of matter, and each time by my presence, the metalurgic bond is broken and the reversal neutralized and another piece of matter spiritualized. I am waiting for critical mass when the whole sample takes on the identity of liberation as resurrected physical substance into new creational field. What a long long process, 28 plus years now on the journey to escavate and restore the authentic self. And as we as a planet and people reach critical mass in the nuetralizing of the death grid and liberate the living light to express fully within matter, what a world we will see beginning to out picture before us. As we see the harbinger of this world in the "Occupy" movement gaining momentum and strength.


For this majesty outpicturing in physicality, I wait with baited breath!!!