Restoring the living light code of electron-proton marriage from the inception of it's relationship

Hello all. Well, some clarity of what I am actually doing through this intense period of seemingly endless agonizing separation trauma and fear and lock up in my solar plexus.

Now I know what I am doing. I am healing the condition of spirit’s enslavement by matter, the over electrified configuration of fear’s dominion over the original divine blueprint of living light. I am resuscitating the dead code starting from the ground up.
That is why I am bringing up into consciousness the life where I was tortured and kept as a slave for 12 years so I could feel as the seed of the living light code felt at it's full massacre and crushing devastation as it entered the grid of fallen Earth. In this within my vehicle I would embody the prototypal map for this descent into death and hence recover the prototypal map for the resurrection back to unity and liberation. First bringing myself out into the light and then sharing actively with others, the liberation prescription.

I want to share the process I am working with to restore healthy sacred marriage between proton and electron. It is a process called “Peak states work” and it is amazing. More complete in it’s healing power than anything I have ever done.

This is work that involves taking oneself through second birth. Grant Mcfettridge, the one who brought through the peak states information, received actual commands from Gaia that guide us across each challenge of becoming. If these commands are followed correctly we are born in the Krystic frequency of our divine human blueprint, but due to the massive trauma of the fall and all the ancestral traumas in the grid, almost no one is born into this frequency at least not from the generation born before 1980 or so. After this, the grid could accommodate greater possibilities. This date is not a concrete set in stone dividing date. Suffice it to say, because of all our lightwork the more recently one is born the easier it is to be born with peak states intact.
Anyway, I have worked on the formation of the egg and the sperm, conception and implantation.

But yesterday I went back to the formation of the organelles that make up the first prototype cell. In the peak states work there are brains that correspond to each charka. Each organelle in this primary cell is a brain in the body of a human being. At this first stage of brain formation, each brain , 6 from egg and 6 from sperm must go through a series of commands to become whole and healthy brains. It seems one of my major “ring of fire” traumas was encoded right here at the genesis of the formation of my egg’s heart brain at least so far. ( I still have 7 more brains to take through the first command and there are 5 more commands that each brain must pass to fully become an intact whole healthy brain.

It turned out the core trauma that I was attempting to block with the war in my stomach occurred at the formation of my egg’s heart brain. The command was “Begin the beginning” Wow, it was traumatic, the core ring of fire trauma was held right here. The pain poured out of my heart and the terror of separation from my spirit family and world. And as I felt the terror and pain, a path of light began to open up between the little self becoming the heart brain and the spirit world so that there was a fluid sense of union between where I had left and where I was going, i.e. still connected to all that love even as I began my sojourn into Earth as a heart brain. Wow, the solar plexus loosened up immediately. The war was over at least for the moment. I am so happy to have identified and healed this trauma. I have approximately 18 hours of commands left ( it can take a long time for each command, and each of the 12 brains have to make it through all 6 commands to be complete as a brain. This work is so amazing. I feel the relief at once. The constriction I mentioned in my stomach and solar plexus yesterday has finally been addressed. I just wanted to share. If anyone is interested in this work. We will be having a training hopefully sometime soon here in Portland, Oregon, but you can see more at www.peakstates.com and by the books at amazon.
Love and blessings to all and thanks for sharing with me,

Conscious CoCreation Coaching: Ass Over Teacup

Conscious CoCreation Coaching: Ass Over Teacup

Hi all, I just loved Lauren Gorgo's latest post. Here it is.

Sarah

This is going to be short as I am up in the middle of the night.
The primal rage is coursing through me. So much like a tsunami or a hurricane in the pathway of my breathing, there is such anguish down-stepping through the ring. through the interface with separation consciousness, the loss of union, the anger, betrayal/abandonment, Shame/guilt, entrapment. All the flavors of the fall. And in my breath I must say yes to it all, and the no current is stubbornly holding on though I floated in deep darkness in the flotation tank today feeling so much. I thought it was enough to let me sleep tonight, but the size of the monster rage no current, raging against the agony of the assault of separation forces is shredding me again. This is how I am up at this hour.
Oh dear God, May I become the zero-point field of God in form that is the answer to this most violent storm, the softness of exquisite all embracing sweet singularity that appeases all in its loving embrace. And in this ultimate embrace, may the living light rise supreme throughout all my body lifting all dead-light code into the organic living light of spirit dancing victorious liberation within matter.

Developing the Negatives in God's Photo Laboratory

As we sit and look at the amazing elements that are at play here before us at the precipice of massive change and reconfiguration on our planet and for our human race and all sentient beings, we can see elements of extreme darkness and extreme light flying around in the alchemical pressure cooker. As we wake up from experiences where we have known ourselves at the effect of the hallmark distortions of our true identity , i.e., abandonment, betrayal, guilt/ judgment, shame, anger, unworthiness, entrapment. Each of these call’s forth and invokes our true presence as it’s opposite. Comforting the abandoned child as the mother of assurance, we call forth our authentic presence as steadfast love and unfailing presence. Comforting our guilt we invoke the aspect of ourselves that is absolute forgiveness and original innocence. Confronting the pain of the one in unworthiness we invoke the presence of ourselves as the ultimate glory of the starlight essence we are. Comforting the one who has known severe and deep rejection, we invoke ourselves as the ultimate presence of ultimate belonging as the cornerstone of all embracing love in re-membered belonging. Comforting the one in entrapment we invoke the part of our authentic presence that is sovereign freedom, the identity of self as free flowing love flowing unimpeded in a positive feedback loop of love loving itself throughout all parameters of creation. Comforting the one in pain of ultimate separation we invoke the self as the two sides of completion: the masculine and feminine aspects of self in a restored dance of union, opening the portal to the perpetual supply of source energy feedback looping into the stuff of matter and back and forth into the heart of the divine. All of these “negatives” I like to see these as the blades of separation consciousness: Each one calling forth it’s own particular medicine that dissolves it back into love: I see each blade being dipped into the chalice of God substance in the heart, and as the sword is presented for dipping, we activate that portion of the medicine lying latent ( not embodied) in the liquid inside the God Chalice. Each sword in turn re-members and activates the embodied presence of the divine elixir of the true self, the answer to all pain, the healer of all aspects of separation. Thus is the process of the embodiment of God consciousness.
The magic is in the synthesis of opposites that, all at once, opens our pathway to God consciousness and God’s pathway into Earth embodiment.

The order of operations.

The first wave path cutters have agreed to allow the extreme opposites to be alchemized upon their emotional bodies and their nervous systems in their blood, bones and bodies so that by their living, they enable this God frequency to have it’s first entry into physicality. I was thinking this is akin to going to a virgin land, thick with vegetation and cut a path through the densely populated and thick vegetation. We can look at the model of the predecessors to the first wavers like Jesus and Buddah and all the saints we have known about. But now we are engaged in a wide-spread opening of all humanity.

This is my family of beings, the first wave raw alchemists, the crazy-ass mother fuckers who decided to dive head-long into the shittiest material of separation consciousness that the toilet bowl of death and dismemberment would be alchemized by the light of spirit and in this synthesis there would be opened a portal for the embodiment of the divine. Its’ a motley crew this group but they are opening the way for all who come after..
Once the first level opening is established, those who come after open the subsequent layer and so on, so that all waves of humanity is utilizing the evolution of the group that came before. This is like a massive lifting of the veil of separation consciousness with all or our hands poised and participating at the levels where they can assist, enabling together the opening of a path so gloriously wide and bright that even the youngest souls at the bottom rungs of evolution are enabled passage into the whole new level of consciousness as we cross into planetary ascension. I.E, anyone who chooses may cross into the home vibration of ascended Earth.

Stay tuned for a cool healing song circle

Called “Bathing in the light of the Soul” I am beginning to receive sound packets for activating and awakening the DNA. Can’t wait to share. There will also be plenty of group toning and singing and inter-active celebration.

Sourcing Abundance within

Hello all,

It has been a-while since my last post, and life has been changing amazingly much. I have left all tutoring jobs. Allegedly I though I could tell my clients that it was because I was going on tour across the U.S. to share my music and travel with a band of healing angels which I am still partially doing. I'll be going with portal to ascension for about 6 days and then flying home. Sleep still comes much easier in my own bed as the major theme for my life is stabilizing my own energies within self.

A big part of this is unplugging as much as I can from the external world and all the advertising pulls of the internet to take this tele-class and sign up for this community and buy this product that is all somehow going to give me something that I need and don't already have. I am addressing this lie, this bombarding lie that floods us in western society that implies in it's very veins that we are not enough and there is something out there we need. Wow, just unsubscribed from 12 mailing lists. What a relief! But it's more than that it's my own mind that tells me I've got to add energy to the sytem, I've got to strive, make, prepare, produce, figure out sell, market... Whatever it is. Just this constant sense that I must keep efforting for something that is not here. Ahhhh, so enough of the lie. Now I want to talk about the truth!

The truth is that I am a being of infinite abundance that everything that I need is already here... that the very air molecules are made of love, that love permeates every piece of creation, that bliss is bountifully emanating from the spawning field of light that courses through my veins and is in my own breath. It is that close. In the absence of all the external pulling and seduction, at the bottom of the frenzied searching and seeking, this love is there...like a river flowing at the base of my being. Enoughness is the state of my true being. it is the default position that my soul rests upon, like a soft feather bed of already always having just what I need.

I went in and laid on the healing table, deciding to become my own client for a time. That's what my life seems to be about right now... not reaching out to bring anything in to myself, but learning to fill myself from inside, learning to connect mother and child within and drink from the circuit of my own self love until I feel truly full. This drinking can only happen as I unplug and exhaust the externally seeking circuitry. What a task. And the mind is so afraid that if it doesn't sign up for some class, it will be left behind and miss the bus to paradise. And that this class is different. This one is the one that really matters when at the base of it, I just need to address that fear that somehow I don't have what I need within myself and my life as it exists to get what i truly need, and then it comes right back down to taking that little infant back to the healing table and letting her nurse from the breasts of my own heart's love, the only thing that can ever satiate her thirsty starving heart.

So, that is where I find myself. Frank, my wonderful husband is handling all the bills as long as I don't spend money on anything but gas and food. So the universe has it set up perfectly that I must unplug to this notion that I need anything out there to make me whole. I guess it's all perfect, but sometimes it really sucks trying to change directions so completely like this. Is anyone else going through this stuff? I'd love to know.
Anyway, I guess that is pretty much it for now. My teacher, lisa Renee, says that the actual architecture of the mind of God is imprinting at the third eye for many fo us now, and it is completely demanding total re-configuration. Maybe this movement into sourcing the self from within is that re-configuration within me.
Anyway, I will sign off for now.
Blessings to all.

Sarah