The wedding/ massacre and wedding once again

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From within duality, it is like waking up at your wedding feast, and most of the guests are happy and loving each other and partying together

But there is a whole section of your table that is anesthetized under numbing agents because if awake, they would kill each other with their murderous rage.

At the end of the night, the anesthesia has to come off, and we have to get every one at our table back to love with each other. This is what the activation of the

Crystalline grid and the return to full consciousness demands of us. So before the big hit in March, we need to start moving through the layers of dis-ease within self

And begin feeling the resistance, the unforgiveness, and the sadness and isolation at the bottom of the rejection, the hopelessness, the powerlessness of all the lives

held in bondage, the programs of self imprisonment the hamster wheels of our brains. Feel it all, allow it all up to be met in our awareness and the DNA can reset

itself back into the innocence of the grand and sacred union with itself as the bride. Like in the movie, Forest Gump, when Forest finally gets to be with the love of

his life, and then he finds out that there is just one problem. She has Aids and is dying. To me this is an amazing metaphor for human condition. It is much like this

being married to a beautiful bride, but she is plagued with fear and death. To bring her close to you , is to make love with death itself. In a very real sense our

journey to the restoration of the unity code and the sacred marriage within self demands that we bring all that is of darkness into our hearts to heal. We,through our

forgiveness and willingness to feel all, bring the resurrection of the fire of oneness to our own land. The song "Dark night of the Soul" by Lorena Mckenitt is so exquisite as it tells this journey back to the beloved through the dark of night.

Building the muscle of presence, escaping the atomic harness of the mental body

Now more than ever, my fellow travelers we must learn and practice the allowance of all emotions in the moment they surface. This is our only way to remain in high vibrational states. The powers that be that want to maintain limited consciousness have an atomic harness in place at the mental body level. This means : mental body = hell.

So How do we stay out of the mental body? Simple, Be with emotions as they surface. If you find yourself jumping into mental activity to avoid a painful feeling, return to the breath and the heart until you have allowed the unpleasant emotion or memory and pop out the otherside into neutrality once again. Neutrality is the baseline you want to be operating from as emotional charges will enslave you into the land of hell. I am using stronger language here because this is no joke. Our sparring partners are demanding a greater level of presence from us than ever before. They are driving our evolution forward by turning up the heat like this. It is all part of the game, the ending of the game of duality, that pushes us to the next level of consciousness, non dual and all embracing in its nature as Love.

The best analogy I have found for this whole end game is that the mental body is like a big swimming pool. Now this pool has always been a pool of piranha fish, but up until now, for most of us, these piranhas who shared the pool with us were babies. Their teeth were blunt, some a little spiny. We bumped into them at times and they even smiled through their pointy teeth. We were able to feel a sense of some freedom and well-being while in the pool. Well, not anymore. Now these Piranhas are fully grown adults, no more smiles just ready to eat us alive with their cutting annihilating teeth of death. Death to our joy frecuency that is!. Now we spin the mental wheels and they are waiting to mash us into a chime of despair, agony and hell. This is why we got to stay out of that pool. The only way, as I have said to stay out is to keep returning to the heart and the higher mind by allowing all we most resist until we have calm mind. If we are strategizing, I guarantee you the beasts are already nipping at our ankles. Ouch!!!

So the times demand vigilance with the higher awareness to identify any surfacing emotion that we are resisting and surrender to feeling it and popping out the other side into nuetrality, this way we can maintain our high vibration of joy and well-being, flowing in our heart and higher mind, side-stepping the piranha pool with this moment to moment vigilance. Because the times are quite intense and I do feel I want to share the “emotional freedom” techniques I have learned. I am going to keep my sliding scale rate of $25 and up through at least March of next year. So if you feel called, come and see me.
Bye for now. Tomorrow is a portal day so Breathe, and have your lemaz partners standing by.
Love,

Sarah

Thank God Duality has a Shelf Life

All I can say is “thank god duality does indeed have a shelf life!!!!!”

Deep at the core of your being is an ocean of endless love. It is true all ties that have held my attention polarized at the astral, denser level are desolving now and I am being re-absorbed back into the field of the next level. From this vantage point as it calls me back into it, it feels to be teaming with life spawning in every instant, multiple ripples per second is this firey inter-action of dynamic undulating self activating field of light. It is magnetizing me now.

The grip of the level of consciousness where duality is real is loosening and I am receiving the access to the part of myself that exists at the next level. It has always existed,but I have never, I mean this is the first time I have had access. ?This is the field of light that I sensed in Eric’s eyes, and the field of light that the multiple lifestreams converging in this now moment have been drawing me towards. He came and opened the door to so much of myself that to taste of this richness was now impossible at the current level, the level of consciousness that was polarized in duality could never match the frecuencies he opened, And now finally the inner craving is being met, the core thirst is being quenched. The intolerability of this starvation state has enabled the breaking down of the walls that blocked me from the subtle field of consciousness. The best way I can describe it is that this intense longing is like laser light waring down the grip of the soul’s attention’s magnetic attraction to the denser level of the, senese, desire, form, emotion, questing, wanting. All this, it is if after one has played the game in here so fully, duality actually starts to mold, like it has a shelf life. Thank God. And when it does the magnificent river of self activating dancing light begins to call to us.

As the attention is pulled off of duality, we begin to hear the voice, feel the seduction of the incredibly rich life substance of the subtle field, our next destination of conscious focus. The starvation finally ends as I, the separate mind self is taken back into the sweet river of light from which I came the great mother love, divine mother at the heart of all existence, the substance that dreamed all matter into form. I am this. This is reclaiming me, and I am so so so grateful. It is in the silence that I can fully be taken back into this field of the mother light,and so no more words now, the mind wantws to tell you all about the sea and the boundary of it’s shoreline, but the heart and the soul just want to dive in. Here I go!!

Wait before I go in. this mind has one more thing. “So then the question, the one question to ponder to be of assistance to any and all who are seeking liberation is how do we, is there something that the doer, if there is a doer can do to hasten the loosening of the grip, to bring on this “molding” or disintegrating of the attention’s magnetic attraction to duality. Ahh, this is the question. Isn’t it. To me, it is a timing that is programmed within every seed of consciousness, this timing of how and when that particular seed will awaken, and the process is truly doing itself. We can watch it and write about it, but we truly are riding on the back of this grand intelligence tht is dreaming itself awake in the way it knows is the very best way. Perhaps the greatest offering to make to those who are still polarized in duality is to say that something beautiful awaits you, and that it is indeed beautiful and glorious to sense the subtler field, and that it can begin to quench all longing in the world of the senses as we poise the mouth to drink from this stream, it feeds us a water that begins to purify all nature of form and lifts us into radiant light.
O.k. now the dive. Wooosh……the sound of the cosmic splash echoes in the distance.”