Ending addiction: Returning home to the Sacred Marriage
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Purging Density to move into alignment with Galactic and Cosmic Center
Hello all,
Wow, we are definitely going through the massive enema with this last eclipse. It helps if we can see the larger picture and know the method to the madness.
You see, what is happening is all time lines that anchor us in density are being cleansed as the benevolent hand of the queen goddess is ripping us out of our strongholds in the 3rd dimension. After 10 days of purging, last night I was breathed into the heart of God, into a dense star field of the source of all.
The energies that are coming in on 12-12 are so glorious. This wave of ilumiination is so high a frequency that we must purge if it is to inseminate us. Stand in the place where you live, allow the pain to clear. She is moving us into the position to receive the great marriage, the consummation and the wedding feast that follows.
Wow, we are definitely going through the massive enema with this last eclipse. It helps if we can see the larger picture and know the method to the madness.
You see, what is happening is all time lines that anchor us in density are being cleansed as the benevolent hand of the queen goddess is ripping us out of our strongholds in the 3rd dimension. After 10 days of purging, last night I was breathed into the heart of God, into a dense star field of the source of all.
The energies that are coming in on 12-12 are so glorious. This wave of ilumiination is so high a frequency that we must purge if it is to inseminate us. Stand in the place where you live, allow the pain to clear. She is moving us into the position to receive the great marriage, the consummation and the wedding feast that follows.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
The Re-habilitation of the masculine by the Divne Mother Goddess
On October 1st and really with the full moon of September, a new energy template became available on planet Earth, a template, a scaffolding that could support a higher level synergy of living light than every before.
This new scaffolding has enabled an interface with here to fore unreachable parts of the damaged creation.
The wounded masculine at dimension levels 1,2 and 3 has begun full re-habiliatation and re-write by the Goddess energy.
The science of what is going on:
the merger of spirit and matter is happening from the outside in. Dimension 15, the pink ray, is merging with the red ray of dimension 1 to become magenta, Dimension 14, the gold ray is merging with Orange of the 2nd ray to become this mix, and dimension 13, the turquoise ray, most profoundly powerful merger which is the divine mother penetrating into the 3rd dimensional yellow to become green at the solar plexus, creating and experienced of heart infused power, power emanating out of the heart of love.
3 amazing boys, age 5, age 6, and age 8 have joined our new Learning Community. Part of me laments that there are no girls as of late, but as I look at the re-habilitation of the masculine mental body that is occuring in the universe, it makes perfect sense that the boys must be by themselves for now, enabling a parallel journey of masculine being in direct interface with divine mother. It is perfect for me to be with the growing masculine at this time. Before September's new moon, I could perceive no opening through which to begin bringing to the boys, the curriculum of the Goddess held within this heart for all eternity. It was as if the goddesses curriculum was behind a locked door and I could not summon it forward. I remember, my husband spent a day with us, and he dreamed that these men had come and were cutting out the heart of Whales to do experiments and the pain was so incredible in his heart as he woke up from this dream. And I said that's it. That's the pain I feel when I sense the quarantining wall around the curriculum I want to bring forth.
In 2006 when the goddess curiculum began coming forth, ( the Godess curriculum I would describe as the active participation in love and reverence for all living things to heal and unity all kingdoms of the Earth) This curriculum was handed to me in June 2006 by the whales and dolphins.
The first song I was wanting to share with the boys was "lovesong to the Earth" initiating my re-membrance of my Earth mission, to use music and sound combined with love and reverence to bring healing and awakening to all the kingdoms of the Earth. Yet, alas, the will to bring forth the curriculum with the boys remained behind locked doors. The boys began their time with me truly concentrated periods with them the 1st week of September, but it was not until the first week of October, that the quarantine was lifted on the Goddess interface with the damaged mental body codes in the masculine principle, enabling me to defeat the inertia and begin teaching the curriculum of nature's unity. All through September, I could feel myself grieving inside as I passively stood by all of September just waiting for something to crack open, something to shift.
And shift it did, October 1st, during morning circle I sent the boys out to retrieve the Earth ball outside, and the oldest came in with wasps chasing after him, being stung on the left side of his head and the right arm. We tended to him and returned to the circle where we sang "we love you mother" for the first time and drummed.
Then everywhere arround us we saw and heard massive mobilation in the masculine. it was nuts. We went to the forest and all the emergency type professional men in uniforms, police, fire, rescue. All of the representations of powerful mobilizing moving masculine were everywhere. It turned out a tree was on fire in the forest, and the boys interrogated every new official they saw firing questions one after the other. Then we came home and the street, where our school is, proceeded to have massive construction: buzz saws, trees coming down, sewer and electrical being put into the new house across the street. Unbelievable amount of masculine re-organization. I put on the zen meditation flute inside the house just to help balance the energy.
And that afternoon, for the first time, I asserted my power, the power of my inner masculine fully aligned and connected to my deep feminine and had the boys sitting at a desk, writing the words of "lovesong to the Earth, the first verse, the ocean. We collaged, wrote and then sung the verse. And I could see a song book unfolding of future verses and songs we would ad to the book. For the first time, I could feel that something had shifted to allow the masculine to stand up and begin bringing the goddess curriculum forth, bringing a brand new level of order, peace and empowerment to the experience of being with the boys. (This occurence was indeed indicative of the turquoise mother arc merging with the yellow solar plexus, of the previously segregated solar plexus of tryanny and the divine mother love of dimension 13 merging to create love encrypted power.!)
Now as I am settling into a new found flow, which feels to be a definite upgrade into greater mastery (at least for this moment ) a new bottom line of functional mastery. I am filled with joy and a deep sense of rightness as the divine mother energy within myself interfacing and gifting them is occuring simultaneously within myself between my divine feminine and my masculine And as we do this we parallel the healing of dimensions 1, 2, and 3, bringing greater fusion between all of the chakras. Calling the segregated cognitive back into inclusion with the communtiy of all of the other brains especially as i interface and learn from my oldest student. Yesterday he hooked up his gps, and it was amazing how he accompanied us on our field trip, recording, downloading and reporting all of the changing data as we walked. To me this was symbolic of the here-to-fore, segregated cognitive, now beginning to "walk " with the other brains.
As the architecture that supports the greater and greater blending of heaven and Earth anchors here into the grid, the highest frequencies can find their home in Earth and the pain and isolation that is characteristic of autistic children will cease as the isolated cognitive is welcomed into the Earth that can support the glorious rainbows of the diamond matrix energy that comes from so lofty a place. It is all coming to find it's home in Earth. And it is the energy of resurrection, this sweet 15, 14 13 dimensional frequencies of the founding rays of pink, gold and blue that begin to change the nature of matter as we know it, adding whole new elements to the periodic table. Freeing the highest frequency children from the fragmentation often induced by vaccination but also just induced by the limitations of the Earth grid at the time of their blessed arrival. Now the Earth in her evollution is transmuting these inhibiting veils one by one to allow this high genius to find it's home in Earth. The great and beautiful central sun, channeling through our sun keeps drawing us deeper and deeper into the heart of the Goddess who enables the integration of all duality.
I am fascinated and overjoyed at the amazing learning experience of this time with the boys. The angels tell us that we are healing and balancing the masculine principle in ourselves that we may be ready for the sweet girls who will be joining us. I love this idea, almost like the bride groom being prepared to meet his bride.
And so we boys continue on, with the mother goddess, allowing ourselves to be informed by the changing moment and the marvelous beauty of our hearts and the world, our spirits and our bodies, here together at this time, weaving and dancing, learning and growing, open to becoming that which makes us ready for the lovely feminine fairy princesses that will be joining us here in our magic kingdom.
On October 1st and really with the full moon of September, a new energy template became available on planet Earth, a template, a scaffolding that could support a higher level synergy of living light than every before.
This new scaffolding has enabled an interface with here to fore unreachable parts of the damaged creation.
The wounded masculine at dimension levels 1,2 and 3 has begun full re-habiliatation and re-write by the Goddess energy.
The science of what is going on:
the merger of spirit and matter is happening from the outside in. Dimension 15, the pink ray, is merging with the red ray of dimension 1 to become magenta, Dimension 14, the gold ray is merging with Orange of the 2nd ray to become this mix, and dimension 13, the turquoise ray, most profoundly powerful merger which is the divine mother penetrating into the 3rd dimensional yellow to become green at the solar plexus, creating and experienced of heart infused power, power emanating out of the heart of love.
3 amazing boys, age 5, age 6, and age 8 have joined our new Learning Community. Part of me laments that there are no girls as of late, but as I look at the re-habilitation of the masculine mental body that is occuring in the universe, it makes perfect sense that the boys must be by themselves for now, enabling a parallel journey of masculine being in direct interface with divine mother. It is perfect for me to be with the growing masculine at this time. Before September's new moon, I could perceive no opening through which to begin bringing to the boys, the curriculum of the Goddess held within this heart for all eternity. It was as if the goddesses curriculum was behind a locked door and I could not summon it forward. I remember, my husband spent a day with us, and he dreamed that these men had come and were cutting out the heart of Whales to do experiments and the pain was so incredible in his heart as he woke up from this dream. And I said that's it. That's the pain I feel when I sense the quarantining wall around the curriculum I want to bring forth.
In 2006 when the goddess curiculum began coming forth, ( the Godess curriculum I would describe as the active participation in love and reverence for all living things to heal and unity all kingdoms of the Earth) This curriculum was handed to me in June 2006 by the whales and dolphins.
The first song I was wanting to share with the boys was "lovesong to the Earth" initiating my re-membrance of my Earth mission, to use music and sound combined with love and reverence to bring healing and awakening to all the kingdoms of the Earth. Yet, alas, the will to bring forth the curriculum with the boys remained behind locked doors. The boys began their time with me truly concentrated periods with them the 1st week of September, but it was not until the first week of October, that the quarantine was lifted on the Goddess interface with the damaged mental body codes in the masculine principle, enabling me to defeat the inertia and begin teaching the curriculum of nature's unity. All through September, I could feel myself grieving inside as I passively stood by all of September just waiting for something to crack open, something to shift.
And shift it did, October 1st, during morning circle I sent the boys out to retrieve the Earth ball outside, and the oldest came in with wasps chasing after him, being stung on the left side of his head and the right arm. We tended to him and returned to the circle where we sang "we love you mother" for the first time and drummed.
Then everywhere arround us we saw and heard massive mobilation in the masculine. it was nuts. We went to the forest and all the emergency type professional men in uniforms, police, fire, rescue. All of the representations of powerful mobilizing moving masculine were everywhere. It turned out a tree was on fire in the forest, and the boys interrogated every new official they saw firing questions one after the other. Then we came home and the street, where our school is, proceeded to have massive construction: buzz saws, trees coming down, sewer and electrical being put into the new house across the street. Unbelievable amount of masculine re-organization. I put on the zen meditation flute inside the house just to help balance the energy.
And that afternoon, for the first time, I asserted my power, the power of my inner masculine fully aligned and connected to my deep feminine and had the boys sitting at a desk, writing the words of "lovesong to the Earth, the first verse, the ocean. We collaged, wrote and then sung the verse. And I could see a song book unfolding of future verses and songs we would ad to the book. For the first time, I could feel that something had shifted to allow the masculine to stand up and begin bringing the goddess curriculum forth, bringing a brand new level of order, peace and empowerment to the experience of being with the boys. (This occurence was indeed indicative of the turquoise mother arc merging with the yellow solar plexus, of the previously segregated solar plexus of tryanny and the divine mother love of dimension 13 merging to create love encrypted power.!)
Now as I am settling into a new found flow, which feels to be a definite upgrade into greater mastery (at least for this moment ) a new bottom line of functional mastery. I am filled with joy and a deep sense of rightness as the divine mother energy within myself interfacing and gifting them is occuring simultaneously within myself between my divine feminine and my masculine And as we do this we parallel the healing of dimensions 1, 2, and 3, bringing greater fusion between all of the chakras. Calling the segregated cognitive back into inclusion with the communtiy of all of the other brains especially as i interface and learn from my oldest student. Yesterday he hooked up his gps, and it was amazing how he accompanied us on our field trip, recording, downloading and reporting all of the changing data as we walked. To me this was symbolic of the here-to-fore, segregated cognitive, now beginning to "walk " with the other brains.
As the architecture that supports the greater and greater blending of heaven and Earth anchors here into the grid, the highest frequencies can find their home in Earth and the pain and isolation that is characteristic of autistic children will cease as the isolated cognitive is welcomed into the Earth that can support the glorious rainbows of the diamond matrix energy that comes from so lofty a place. It is all coming to find it's home in Earth. And it is the energy of resurrection, this sweet 15, 14 13 dimensional frequencies of the founding rays of pink, gold and blue that begin to change the nature of matter as we know it, adding whole new elements to the periodic table. Freeing the highest frequency children from the fragmentation often induced by vaccination but also just induced by the limitations of the Earth grid at the time of their blessed arrival. Now the Earth in her evollution is transmuting these inhibiting veils one by one to allow this high genius to find it's home in Earth. The great and beautiful central sun, channeling through our sun keeps drawing us deeper and deeper into the heart of the Goddess who enables the integration of all duality.
I am fascinated and overjoyed at the amazing learning experience of this time with the boys. The angels tell us that we are healing and balancing the masculine principle in ourselves that we may be ready for the sweet girls who will be joining us. I love this idea, almost like the bride groom being prepared to meet his bride.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Healing dimesions 1-5 to enable penetration of God code into Earth
August has been one blasting unbelievable underworld penetrating enema of a time and September too so far. The humans who are the ground layers of the new creation are taking on the depth of emotional vulnerability, i.e, abandonment core separation traumas and core fear to blast through the dead light layers of rejected light in the Earth and enable the higher frequencies to reach the light codes hidden deep within the Earth. Upon the meeting of the highest frequencies with the lowest, a new transharmonic universe is birthed.
There has been major blockage in the Earth's dimensional layers. Communication between dimensions 1-5 has been severely compromised for thousands of years and we are blasting our way back through the miasms blocking union to enable full penetration of the higher dimensional founding frequencies into dimensions 1-5. This process of the higher frequencies reaching the lower ones is re-encrypting the chackra system into a new color spectrum. I will draw a picture of this and include it soon.
Just suffice it to say, we are blasiting through the underworld to open the portal into the Earth that enables that enables the insemination and birth of the new Earth.
Yahoo!!!!
There has been major blockage in the Earth's dimensional layers. Communication between dimensions 1-5 has been severely compromised for thousands of years and we are blasting our way back through the miasms blocking union to enable full penetration of the higher dimensional founding frequencies into dimensions 1-5. This process of the higher frequencies reaching the lower ones is re-encrypting the chackra system into a new color spectrum. I will draw a picture of this and include it soon.
Just suffice it to say, we are blasiting through the underworld to open the portal into the Earth that enables that enables the insemination and birth of the new Earth.
Yahoo!!!!
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Going home to True Freedom, an excerpt from my fiasco re-route at the airport August 2011 post.
Going home
And all of us our routed onto some plane now, having incarnated to live underneath the reversal grids of separation consciousness, we grab our heavy luggage and attempt to manuever through this strange circuitous ride delivering us unto ever more surreal landscapes, each one bringing us the opportunity to heal something from the past, to put something right that went wrong, to forgive again and again, to drop from out of our judging minds into our loving hearts until that love mends all mistaken pathways of the mind.
And here we are on the verge of ascension with our marvelous Gaia but now having to become our own ascension vehicles as we shed the reversal grids and the myriad communication impediments of separation consciousness and find our way to translate separation consciousness into unity consciousness each step of the way. We must see the disconnects being iluminated and then make the corrections to re-route into the United airlines of love and forgiveness, the United airlines in terminal ( Let's choose a more accurate word.) how about immortal love awakening portal instead), as we become the vehicles that can deliver ourselves unto the timeline of loving kindness. One that reclaims and forgives all our faultering blindly, bumbling around under the grip of separation consciousness. To move forward with grace, we must forgive the parts of ourselves that have so skillfully provided this mass hallucination of not love that has governed this planet for nearly 20,000 years.
We are going home, beloved family. We are finding our way. We are making our corrections and we are making our connections. The grace is there helping us. The angels are there holding us, The extra terrestrial star nations and family are urging us on and loving us so supremely delivering us these beautiful messages in our crop fields and hovering over us in their marvelous crafts, watching and waiting for the moments when we will have contact again as the galactic family that we are, having been held under quarantine these thousands of years. So much love to all as we continue this amazing journey. May our flight upward be one of ease, grace and joy in the light of ever-more forgiveness and ever greater union with all that is!!!!! United, here we come!!!!
And all of us our routed onto some plane now, having incarnated to live underneath the reversal grids of separation consciousness, we grab our heavy luggage and attempt to manuever through this strange circuitous ride delivering us unto ever more surreal landscapes, each one bringing us the opportunity to heal something from the past, to put something right that went wrong, to forgive again and again, to drop from out of our judging minds into our loving hearts until that love mends all mistaken pathways of the mind.
And here we are on the verge of ascension with our marvelous Gaia but now having to become our own ascension vehicles as we shed the reversal grids and the myriad communication impediments of separation consciousness and find our way to translate separation consciousness into unity consciousness each step of the way. We must see the disconnects being iluminated and then make the corrections to re-route into the United airlines of love and forgiveness, the United airlines in terminal ( Let's choose a more accurate word.) how about immortal love awakening portal instead), as we become the vehicles that can deliver ourselves unto the timeline of loving kindness. One that reclaims and forgives all our faultering blindly, bumbling around under the grip of separation consciousness. To move forward with grace, we must forgive the parts of ourselves that have so skillfully provided this mass hallucination of not love that has governed this planet for nearly 20,000 years.
We are going home, beloved family. We are finding our way. We are making our corrections and we are making our connections. The grace is there helping us. The angels are there holding us, The extra terrestrial star nations and family are urging us on and loving us so supremely delivering us these beautiful messages in our crop fields and hovering over us in their marvelous crafts, watching and waiting for the moments when we will have contact again as the galactic family that we are, having been held under quarantine these thousands of years. So much love to all as we continue this amazing journey. May our flight upward be one of ease, grace and joy in the light of ever-more forgiveness and ever greater union with all that is!!!!! United, here we come!!!!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
She is returning
Can you feel her, everywhere she is returning. I can hear her call. I can feel her showing me how she has been forsaken and abandoned in this western culture with it's putting the accumulation of money and things before the presence with self. I can feel the right side of my lymph nodes crying out in anguish for the abandonment, the fragmentation of mind seeking fulfillment in diverted misguided, disconnected, mis- aligned reaching that takes it away from it's woman and child, putting the pursuit of intellect before the well being of body and soul in it's manic pursuit of it's own self.
But today, I, as the masculine, am able to perceive her calling me. I am able to reflect upon the imbalance I and my culture of Mind dominion over heart and body and presence have participated in.
This is so very positive because in seeing this, I can begin to respond and restore connection and communication between myself and my deep feminine and inner child.
Events are converging all over the world to bring the return of balance.
The tribes of the north and south are uniting over Summer Solstice to bring union to the Earth, The great medicine wheel of the divine feminine's return to Earth is being anchored at Lake Lacamas this morning overseen by aspects of the divine mother. The dancing rainbow of beauty is being anchored across the city of Portland from West to the East, the dancers will represent the re-membered rainbow. Our children's program is coming into being as the ambassador of the children takes back her place on this Earth.
And so much more, every day. So much beauty is sprouting up, birthing all around like a cambrian explosion of her essence blossoming forth.
It is a time of awakening and seeing and returning to balance within and without. When our long tour of duty of the turning away is done, we shall all rest in her beautiful heart and drink deeply as begins to outpicture a world where all of life is seen to and nurtured into the one heart of the all in harmony and balance. And she is smiling as we come ever closer to this time of the great returning.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Coming Home
The desire for connection with self and source is the primary driving force in all my life. I notice that all abundances in my life can only blossom forth from this connection within. and so once again I go within to touch the thirsty child, to hold her in my arms, to fill every crevice and cranny with this sweet medicine of love. This is my highest task now and maybe forever, just this... enough just to accomplish succeeding in reaching myself. If that is all I do by the time I leave this place, it will have been time very well spent.
There comes a time when one must leave the mind and just be the embodiment of presence flowing through. Only then are we accompanying the self, the child inside.
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