Return to Balance part 1 and 2

A month into the 5D shift, In the Void of the inbetween

Hello space fans and Earth fans. Well, It is almost a month into the 5d shift, and things have been really a mixed bag from this perspective. I feel that the huge taste of the architecture and essence of 5D was just that. I feel as the matrix came in, it gave us a nice wafting fragrance of its nature. However, the actually grounding of that nature into embodiment demands that we process through the depths of shadow. So, there have been several trips to the underworld or rather an almost continuous exposure to the feelings of lack and limitation and despair since the first big taste. It is not always easy to receive these exposures and then be left walking in what feels to be a void again without the ability to touch the home frequency of the oneness field. But we just must keep breathing, keep feeling, keep going forward knowing we are evolving, that threads are being woven underground even if we can't see or feel them in the topside world. Right now I feel shipwrecked on an island in a way, like everything has stopped, all forward momentum. I keep reaching for something to connect to, but nothing is there. And this feeling of nothing must be ok right now. So blessings to all in the no- thing, the divine melancholia of being pulled off of one operating system when we are not yet anchored to the other.

Anchoring in the Diamond Matrix: Welcome to the 5th dimensional platform

                      Hi Everyone, Welcome to the field of 5th dimensional consciousness!!!!

Well, what a ride it has been getting through this last eclipse! It has been like going through the washer and dryer, shedding all of the dense thoughtforms and emotions that would anchor us into 3D. It has been a time of delivering ourselves ever more into our bodies from higher dimensions. I experienced delivering myself from the big dipper in the 7th higher heavens all the way down to a great bear in the frozen tundra where an Inuit mama caught me as a new born in her arms. It has certainly been a delivery from Heaven to Earth, as mama Earth opens to receive brand new levels of benevolence. This circuitry of benevolence began its major anchor on August 26th just about a month before the blood moon eclipse. But if it put down it's first tendrils on August 26th, These tendrils were fully anchored in on the blood moon. The anti-life forces fought tooth and nail to hang onto their descending timeline, but we stepped through the gateway and anchored the tendrils once and for all. So the architecture that houses the birth of the Diamond matrix Christed body is in here!!!!

Some may not be feeling this monumental accomplishment with any dramatic changes in their personal life, but some may, indeed, be feeling the upgrade.

I know I am. On Wednesday September 30th that's the day I landed in 5D and was immersed in a sea of love as if every particle of substance was made of love. I felt this magical oneness with everything, 

 the world so subtle, sub-atomic particles dancing into me like a tantric bliss fest of love making with all that is. Wow, it was awesome. Since that day, it is phasing in and out, not as readily automatically accessible.

Now, i must consciously participate in the thought forms that support this new matrix. It is like I am being taken by the hand and led into the field, but I must surrender most every thought about my personal life. The mantra seems to be "Turn down the volume on the self. Turn up the volume on the oneness. Remember the oneness. Let is take you into itself. Let it envelope you into this subtle sea of dancing light. It is out in nature that I can truly receive this instruction. It is as if the plants, the trees, the air, the devic spirits all around are already there. They are the main guides now until this thing anchors fully. The human mind completely tends to drop the frequency as soon as it begins thinking of its own accord. Nature is the mentor here!

So loves, get out in nature as much as you can!!! It nows!!! It will take you there. and open your mind to be led by something beyond what it knows, to be led into a subtle frequency of exquisite gentleness and benevolence where everything is already complete and full and celebrating in this subtle dance of joy. Blessings as you play with this, as we play with this and give ourselves ever more to this field of the aurora christ, the Diamond Matrix of love based beingness.

Everyone will be coming into this field in time! Many blessings