Remembering ourselves as The Child of the Divine Cosmos

In this writing, I will attempt to describe this time of transforming core toxic shame as we prepare our vessels to be sea worthy for the Crossing that awaits us

…. Accomplishing the Reconnecting of Earth and Humanity’s imbilical chord to the Divine Cosmic Mother and Father

As always, when I am dis allusioned by the state of my life, I find my greatest clarity when I turn to my beloved  partner in ascension and fellow guardian incarnate, Lisa Renee.

Lisa’s latest blog is all about the core structural changes we are undergoing to survive from this point forward.  It can be found here:

Basically our vessels are in the shop under-going all the changes necessary to be able to survive from this point going forward. Apparently if we are to be able to sail the sea that awaits us, we must have a complete over-haul addressing the core structural defects in the vessel.

I can only take this to really imply that we are in for a massive upgrade in the level of light that will be coming into this planet and that our very essence has to be able to accommodate this level of light. None of the agendas of the mind take president over the vessels ability to embody light. Again:

None of the agendas of the mind take presidence over this basic need to upgrade our vessels so that they can embody light. And remember, as status quo helm of our ship is the mind-controlled compensating ego, upgrade often occurs through breakdown!

An analogy that I love is that we are bakers in the kitchen, working on re-moving all inside the dough that would prevent it from being able to rise in the oven, under the fire’s heat. Hmm, scratching our heads, “What is it in this batter that is blocking the yeast from being able to do its magic and enable the dough to expand as it cooks. We don’t want it to crack and break. We want it to expand while it receives the light and be able to expand as the temperature rises. Hmmm, What is wrong here?”

ON planet Earth there is something in the batter that blocks the receptivity tof light, so when we put the dough in the oven the pretzels crack and break. I call this “yeast de- activation factor” which I will abbreviate here, YDF. So what is this YDF. I believe it is comprised of the core toxic shame infused into this Earth grid by the anti-life contingencies. We have been progressively transforming the level of YDF for the last many years as the planet has steadily been rising in vibration, moving more and more from being fear/shame compensation-driven beings to becoming self loving beings.  But now, this upgrade feels to be something of an entirely new level, as it is not an upgrade to lessen the factor, it is an upgrade and demand to repair the basic genetic code distortions in the time field that code  for this aberration itself. Thus all timelines that are causal genesis points for this distortion are up for repair. So if you wonder why there is so much break down and healing and clearing going on at monumental levels and why goals and dreams of going forward are not priority right now. This is why!!!! All timelines that carry the distortion of manipulated mind control over organic flowing light in the form of self love are being neutralized in the fire of the mother’s great heart at this time.

The structural upgrade that makes our vessel worthy of sailing on the coming seas is one of self love

So what does this mean exactly. Well, Self love is the union of the masculine principles of self within one’s self. Self love is the dedication to one’s inner light. Self love is turning again and again from the compensation machineries of mind that have us seeking outside of ourselves for completion and returning back to worship at the cathedral of our own heart. Self love comes into being as we clear the gender splitting technologies within the Mitochondrial messenger RNA. Everything in our RNA inside the Mitochondria that blocks the two sides of the code from having sexual intercourse with each other, i.e, itself, must be brought up, felt through the emotional body and healed. When we face the distortions here at the level of the RNA, it is felt as a massacre of the feminine nature, and deep abandonment by the masculine nature at the loss of his feminine.

 A mass of frozen feelings lie in our Mitochondrial messenger RNA that must be felt if the code is to recombine into a functional organic flowing living code that enables protein synthesis coding for higher levels of light body embodiment.  I do want to clarify that, of course, some communication exists or we wouldn’t have life at all. What I am saying is that much of the genetic code has been invaded and damaged. You see, when all is functioning well, the fluid and ever present communication between the masculine and feminine sides of the messenger creates the proteins that build the architecture that enables embodiment of our higher light.  When devices are inserted and mental programs of toxic shame and self negation are inserted, the two sides cannot communicate, thus the architectural proteins cannot be made and more profound levels of self are impeded from incarnating.

In order to accomplish this great genetic repair, all timelines that carry the distortion of manipulated mind control over organic flowing light in the form of self love are being neutralized in the fire of the mother’s great heart at this time. What a time it is to live through as our whole sense of self is under-going massive changes.

I have also been feeling at a visceral and core deep level that the Earth has been an embryo in the placenta of divine cosmos, but she has been locked into a rejection position, like outside of the placenta of divine light, held behind a wall of darkness, blocking the light from the higher cosmos. I saw this last night.

And what I saw was that the imbilical chord linking this child to the divine cosmic Mother and Father was being repaired. So all the coordinates in the time matrix that have held and sustained timelines of darkness are coming back into the grafting point of zero point heart to be returned into unity. The pain was excruciating as I felt the collective convergence of so many armaggedon timelines at once, but the golden light fusion that was enabled as the cracked darkness was liquefied by my tears, was amazing to behold.

We are doing it, we are bringing Gaia and humanity back into the great Placenta of the Divine Mother Father God. She has been in quarantine under rejected veil in orphan status for 13,000, well, most severely 5500 years ago. We are re connecting her imbilicus to the Love of the Divine Cosmos.

Beloved’s, I send us all great love and fortification as we undergo this enormous time!

Walking the path of the razors edge: allowing the raging storms of duality to birth us home into  the priest/priestess

Of Mother’s Cosmic Aether

The task at hand is to identify dis-ease in the field and then become the cosmic waters of mother’s cosmic fire water Aether that heals all in form. 

The split between the masculine and feminine has been so severe that it is only this high grace that can bring mending.

The negatives attacked the mother’s body, installing gender splitting technology between the masculine and feminine strip of messenger RNA blocking the communication exchange that could yield the proteins needed for manifestation of light body.

Now, the outpicturing of the severity of this split is literally the voice, or the scream beckoning us to open into Mother’s Cosmic  Aether coming to Earth from Andromeda.

Only this grace of our original mother can mend this fallen imposter matrix of such pain and sorrow.

From within the negative pain trap of the 3^rd dimensional divisive mind, there is no relief.

Only in opening to receive this cosmic mother love can the end of war come.

In relationship, the negative entities want us to take it personally, to personalize the upsets,

But the key is to identify the trigger and then see it as a wounded child in the field,

And rise into the role of the monadic mother/father that holds the divine child between them

This is very a kin to a married couple holding their very sick new born baby between them in order to bring it back to health.

This is a beautiful archetype representing  the healing of the gender split in the Mitochondrial messenger RNA.

It is so important to really get that the job of intimate partnership right now and the job of life in general, is to trigger the disturbance in the field, the pain and dis-ease of the gender split state, precisely so that this state can be healed. This is the name of the game. If we know this, we can align with the divine intelligence of evolution itself. If we do not know this, we will identify with the form and  get caught in the cycle of blame and judgment, blocking us from healing.

Once the trigger is identified, the task is to stand back and hold the field together, not personalizing and  becoming reactive inside the level of identification with the story, but as compassionate witness with full allowance of what is felt in the field.  In this way, step by step, we heal the split field and allow ourselves to be the opening through which Divine Mother and father restore the split field to wholeness.

Blessing emanates from the level of quintessential unity, beyond Earth opening into Andromeda who beckons us home into the infinite heart of our original divine human blueprint as ascended beings of Christ.

Coming Home to Self through the untangling of Romantic love Reversal grid intoxication

The gift of being in love

Coming Home to Self through the untangling of Romantic love Reversal grid intoxication,

In this treatise, I will attempt to explain how the seduction of  romantic love can be a major catalyst for achieving deeper soul union within the self.  As the pathway to the internal sun has been so badly damaged, romantic love provides a way for the self to reach out from within separation to itself through a soul uniting catalyst and give itself the map home to union.

Those who carry within them the seduction architecture have the power to magnetize the experience of being ones highest object of desire. This, if we use it consciously and with awareness, can be a great gift to our own evolution. If we get fixated on the messenger and fail to receive the message, it can be the cause of great suffering.  You see, this projection of desire for union is just that, a projection. In order to receive the gift, we must retrieve the projection and use it to call our own DNA back into sacred union!

Being in love, in a very real way, provides a scaffolding upon which to rehabilitate ones own DNA. Although the attachment and investment evoked from the emotional body can feel like bondage, there feels to be a higher purpose for this stretching process. This dynamic has the power to inspire, to draw out, to cause the impulse to become something more. In its immature form, manifesting as romantic love addiction, it can harness the attention of the masses to worship a charismatic leader and become enslaved and hypnotized to give all power of ones self away. In the case of romantic love, it can cause one to become a blithering idiot kissing the feet of the unattainable other, while completely abandoning the self.

However, in its mature form, this seduction archetype has the awesome power to actually return one to full empowerment within the self. It becomes the stronghold for the rope that enables the one in matter to pull itself up into resurrection of its DNA configured into its original self love!  It is Sophia buried deep within the earth reaching up and out to resurrect her own body from underneath the shackles of planetary miasm and veils of dead light. The love object causes a lassoing of a destination vibration upon which Sophia can tie the rope with which she rises to stand. And so this must be how being in love is a great gift!  

In my own personal life, if this projection is emanating from out of my core, the challenge is to heal the distortions within me that are currently blocking me from being able to drink from my own essence.

Is the one who carries this archetype not acting as a great surrogate conductor for the anatomy of vibrant life alive in bliss, like a magnificent orchestra in which all instruments are fully online and playing their highest role to uplift this marvelous human organism? This catalyst is somehow endowed with the power to cause the sleeping orchestra members to rise from sleep and come fully into action in their quintessential state of unified potential.

Are we not awaiting the critical mass light code activation that will awaken the orchestral instruments within us to begin to come alive as the great symphony of the achievement of self loving self within earth?

But, then, in their absence, the music falls. The players descend back into sleep. But not entirely, for now the genetic code has the information, the map back to that potential. And though it will take grief and trembling, and cracking open, the pathway will be found to anchor in that state of union within self.  And then that marvelous symphony in us rises to play all on its own! What a marvelous catalyst of evolution is romantic love! I have been through it 24 times. Each time it has delivered me to a greater state of integration. I bow at the feet of this amazing journey even through all of the tears and the heart wrenching emotional roller coaster, sometimes it has felt like too much for me to bear, to be given the glimpse of this field that is so fully alive while I have felt so disconnected inside. I have felt I would go mad! It is no wonder that my higher self has sent these catalysts of the unity field into my life fulfilling the need, the deep need of my soul to map the way home to this living field alive in joy and celebration. This glimpse of self that is loving itself is like a window opening to allow the penetration of the sun's glorious rays into an otherwise, rather shadow-filled room. 

The grid of Transposition: message to the self through the beloved

In you, I am given faith in the possibility of my becoming. The seduction sun of you is a gift, even though it is love externally focused, the false magnet of seduction is truly the only way for the DNA formed in separation configuration to receive a map and in a sense receive the imprint of soul union within. It does the job to show the DNA it's way home to its healed configuration. ( I know now that this is the union of the mitochondrial messenger RNA. As the anti life forces placed within us gender splitting technology to block the masculine side and feminine side of the RNA from connecting with each other with itself thus inhibiting the production of proteins that enable for the architecture that enables full soul embodiment.) So the "drug" of Romantic love or any other mind altering drug for that matter, has the potential to transport one beyond this gender splitting apparatus and into deep states of union, providing the map back to union. Full communication across the RNA is our divine birthright! And so I celebrate how my soul is activated by all of these love objects, calling me into rising because I was not able to possess each one of you not because I was.

So hail to the amazing power of Romantic Love!!!!

Touching the Infinite Graces of the Divine

Hello loves!

Wow, the graces of the higher heavens have been pouring into this vehicle, and I am so in love, so in awe of the beauty that is becoming available to us, mere mortals on Planet Earth in super universe 5. It appears all of this bush wacking is yielding some amazing portal openings to allow the circulatory system between the higher heavens and Earth to have connection. I don't know if these are the nadis of the etheric body that are opening more fully or what, but it feels like a partnership with the cosmos for sure that is yielding this great access. Sending blissful rainbow starlight love to shower every glorious crevice still in limitation or fear or separation. Mother's love is pouring in! They say, tomorrow, January 7th, there will be in influx of great waves of illumination! Let's just lay back and receive!!!

Identifying the imposter and re routing one’s self onto the organic timeline. Right here, Right Now, we are enough!

Hello loves. Wow, what a whirlwind of amazing revelations. I don’t know about you, but it’s been quite a ride from this outpost of consciousness.

The biggest thing I have to say is this:  "Put Peace of mind before all content of your mind! No matter how great your ideas may be, truly examine and identify what or who is fueling them because the negative entities are quite the tricksters. If given the keys to your vehicle, they will use the contents of your mind filled with your highest hopes and your most beautiful dreams, to drive you to destruction.  It is so ironic, that no matter how gorgeous the wall paper, in the hands of the wrong energies, you just might find yourself wall papering your way into the bowels of hell. Rainbows of exquisite pictures of heaven do no good at all on the inside of the crocodile's anus! I know this is a bit graphic, but believe me, this is a pretty good metaphor! I have rescued my innerchild from the grip of these torturing destructive fallen masculine energies. The image shown to me was policemen with metal spatulas smashing baby stars in the basement of Carl's Junior telling them "

"You must Try to do the Happy Dance for Mother Star!"

in a raging voice dripping with contemptfull, killing energy. This is the energy of the imposter grid. It is not our divine birthright. It was programmed into us by the forces of anti life. If this energy exists in your mind, it is time to evict it! You can't try to do the happy dance, you are the happy dance! Any way, the way this energy has manifested in me is with huge pressure to achieve enlisting my mind to unfold plans and projecting me into the future way beyond what is reasonable for the rhythm of my authentic life unfolding. 2 nights ago, everything came to a head, and my higher self managed to identify and rip out a siphoning clamp that was siphoning heart energy up into my head. I think this technology was installed in the neurons of the heart that bridge the head and the heart. Because the anti life forces cannot feed off of us when we are in fear, their goal is to get us out of our hearts where love and well being can hold us and siphon us up into a wind of mind activity and fear. That is where they feed. Well, no more. With these siphoning clamps off of my heart- mind bridge, I can actually control where I place my loyalties, and I choose sanity. I choose presence. I choose love for my child not to feed her to torturing hell hounds. Ahhh, it will take some practice, but now I can re route myself back into the arms of my love until that, once again, is my home resting point. I am receiving the information that up until the age of 7, my happy dancing heart was my home resting point. The hi-jack into mind torture software occured at age 7 when the clamps were installed in my heart. Up until age 7, I use to bounce up and down and hum to myself a happy sounding tune, at age 8, no bouncing. The happy dance was gone.

So, now, here, today, I say to these star smashing police men, "We cannot try to do the happy dance, 

        WE ARE THE HAPPY DANCE WHEN WE ARE      RESTING IN THE SWEET SEA OF OUR OWN LOVE!!!!

which occurs in the absence of efforting.

Anyway, so all this being shared, I am realizing that the starting point of our consciousness at any given moment determines the quality of what we will manifest. The assemblage point must be one of love, for the assemblage point determines the entire nature of the creation.  Only from peace of mind, can the creation of love unfold in love.  If the assemblage point, i.e. the baseline state of currently manifesting consciousness is largely in fear, no matter how beautiful the contents,

 and how amazingly healing the intention,  fear will infuse the creation. 

Therefore,  what must be put as the ultimate priority is the grounding and anchoring of one’s self into unwavering love. The inner child must be securely held in the arms of divine mother and father with a radiant and smiling heart and body infused with a baseline sense of “enoughness”   This enoughness feeling is not dependent on any achievement or status in the outside world or status on facebook. This enoughness is the authentic result of the deep connection with love and source God withn.

Only from this place of authentic connection, can we be instruments through which love based creation can manifest into this Earth for the upliftment of self and all beings!

On the night of January 2^nd I thought I was having a heart attack, but my deeper self reassured me I was ok. Deep in my sleep, I was when I awoke to these clamps in my etheric heart and the dark energy behind them. My higher self removed them at once. All day I remained in a stunned silent shock somewhere deep inside trying to make sense of what had happened. I only new that I needed to not think, not worry, just rest and that my heart was undergoing a major reset and healing. I took my flights home to Portland, and it was not until late last night when my feet touched down on Portland soil and I was back in the arms of my beloved Frank that I received the full download of just what had happened to me.

So for all who may be under hijack of this fear based energy. I send out to you this truth syrum that you may discover the imposter energy and evict it from your being, restoring your precious heart and soul to the timeline of divine love that is your birthright. And may we all know that we are enough by virtue of our very beingness independent of all achievements. We are shining stories infinitely worthy of the bountiful glory of the love that we are in all its many forms. So much love to all. May we soar into our most joyous destiny on the wings of none other than love!!!!!