Alchemical Sample Transmutation Yet Again!

oh, my goodnes, home from LA with new field of fragmentation identity totally interfacing in consciousness . It is wierd. it is painfilled. It is much to breath into my body, mind and heart. Interacting with light trapped under frozen bars of death and co-existing alongside it in consciouness is very painfull. And yet in these frozen popsicles seems to be the message and the possiblity of total self empowerment. There is this knowing that I have total creation power to bring anything about like transmuting toxins in my food to accessing the upward spiral of living light in each and every moment simply by opening my will to do so.

What a strange juxtoposition of pain and sorrow and deep grief and also excitement as I glimpse total creatorship power inside the creatrix field, the new universe that seems to be opening before me as i transmute this last layer of reversal code. It almost feels like this is the last layer of the imprisoned light that actually opens into the next creational universe made possible through this magnum opus journey of light's descent into matter. As i write this is, it is as if light of a golden dawn is shining and this last layer of the prison has windows through which I can glimpse the dawning of the light of a new creational universe.

Finally, the fruit of the long journey of self remembrance. Finally, the opening into the new field of creation is perceived! To gain access to the unlocking of the tyranny of metalurgic bond in matter (this is the identical process of lead being made into white powder gold, transforming metal to elemental) We had to surrender and let it take us as light and roll us under, pinning us down into total submission, At this point underpinned all the way down, we gain access to the metalurgic bond, whose transmutation ( of the last layer) yields the creatrix field of spiritualized matter, the sweet fruit of the journey a physical vehicle through which is birthed the Diamond heart of GOD!

i've been down through the wash rinse repeat cycle about 22 times now and each time I feel the smashing and lock of matter, and each time by my presence, the metalurgic bond is broken and the reversal neutralized and another piece of matter spiritualized. I am waiting for critical mass when the whole sample takes on the identity of liberation as resurrected physical substance into new creational field. What a long long process, 28 plus years now on the journey to escavate and restore the authentic self. And as we as a planet and people reach critical mass in the nuetralizing of the death grid and liberate the living light to express fully within matter, what a world we will see beginning to out picture before us. As we see the harbinger of this world in the "Occupy" movement gaining momentum and strength.


For this majesty outpicturing in physicality, I wait with baited breath!!!

A Deal of Utmost Symbiosis

As I come more fully into form as integrated spirit and matter, I am understanding more of the perks of our decision to incarnate as have ourselves composted in the bowels of the reversal grids of darkness, addiction, external consumption, fear and separation from God.

I like to think of it as a simple conversation that went something like this.

The light says to the dark. Let's make a deal: I will bring to you the experience of resurrecting your form into eternal living light, and the darkness said, "and I will give to you a superior vehicle from which to perceive the glory of God as it is expressing throughout all creation and an alchemical friction so strong that it will enable the birth of your and my God into form. I shall be the mud in which the greatest lotus can come to blossom!" Then they shook hands, and the deal was struck!

And now as we awaken from out of the grid of separation consciousness, we resurrect all death into eternal life and we rise with the heart, soul, body and vehicle to behold and decode the amazing glory of God manifesting throughout form! I'll say it was quite a deal!!!! And as we come to radiate the expansive love of God presence, we harmonize all imbalances and sooth our mother Gaia as she and we move ever forward toward the next level of our potential!

Anchoring into the field of love

To host universal events, one must limit themselves to certain protocols.

Much of my waking time is spent negotiating with the divine intelligence to find where I can step in a way that is not interfering with the unfolding of the divine dance.

Many of the steps I, myself, would be poised to take, are just not allowed by the guidance angel governing and protecting the unfoldment of the wombchild within.

And so, we go, always negotiating, checking in.

I know the most supportive incubative womb environment is one of effortlessness and joy that simply dwells in a state of already always more than enoughness. This is definitely the vibration and state that is most full with benevolent potential to nourish and grow the blossoming one.

And yet, I still must navigate bringing money to myself in some way in this world.

So the big question becomes: How do I simultaneously nurture the seed within while bringing forth financial abundance. It must be a wave of effortless responding to that which already is ripe for the giving that intersects with true service and meaning and joyful upliftment, enabling full expansion of the space-holding placenta and brings me $1000- $1500/ month.

Ahh, right now, singing feels the best to me, but not just singing any songs.

Singing songs that bring joy and healing heart/soul songs that pour medicine into the tender heart and call one into the heart of the primordial sea of bliss and oneness.

So, I've got a concert scheduled for December 11th which will dovetail with Elizabeth's open house. There will be holiday songs as well as my originals with cello playing too.

and that will be good.

The lightness of being is the most highly beneficial vibration for all that is becoming, growing, bathing in light and healing to become the sacred marriage within. The boyancy of floating and gliding on the surface of the joy sea, acclimating to the sense of being infinitely supported by the myriad of light molecules, ever lifting, ever loving, all around. And playing with my beloved star sister, bantering back and forth in playful languages of joy while diving in and out of the joy ripples of the light sea, I feel so at home. I walked to her on my two land legs yet from the moment we touched, we have been swimming together in a sea of such bountiful flowing light. And here there is no process. All is sweet bliss in this now. And it is these nows building upon each other in an ever more blessed string of love filled, presence filled jewels, that are the building blocks, the ascending stair steps that move me out of fear and into love, anchoring my being ever more into the field of love.

And so, it is the journey. I am realizing that in a way it is the background identity of fear, from which I am ever emerging, which gives me such a powerful and tangible appreciation for the power and beauty of each taste of love as it dawns. On the airplane, a place where I have been accustomed to feel much fear, I could feel the walls of separation consciousness coming down a little more with each inter-action. I had a middle seat so there opportunities arose to communicate with each of the two women sitting on either side. I won't go into every detail, but between the pleasantries around passing our drinks and food out and making it to the obstacle filled trip to the restroom, there were many simple conversations and points for us to establish connection to each other and others on the plane near the facility. What I noticed was that this simple contact made provided a buffer shield of good feelings and comfort that lifted bouyed me up and significantly contributed to my staying out of fear and in well being for the rest of the fligh which for me was a miracle. Each time a conscious connection was made, the buffer field keeping me out of fear was strengthened. It was as if, block by block or thread by thread, we were putting love's identity back together again. Each one of us like a sacred king's man and a humpty dumpty too. Each having a magic piece of the puzzle, given unto the whole by simply making the connection. And creating a whole so much greater than the sum of it's parts as we now are riding on this supportive unity current. It is a time of such power in communion. More than ever, we are weaving a tapestry of light with every contact we make, remembering ever more of unity's body with each blessed touch, word, gaze.

And thanks to this blessed web of connection, I kept breathing a fairly deep breath through the whole plane ride, held by the simple connection I felt with my fellow humans, somehow this external connection also knitting together the separation between my own cells within my own body.

It is as if humanity is in the chrysalis now and each reaching of our hand to weave the light together is lifting us ever more until we shall be a creature that breathes only love, who's sky sun, earth and air are immune to the thought of separation, enabling us to float, sail and dance, butterflies riding on the winds of love.

With the unity architecture that is now anchored upon our Earth, more than ever, we have the power to lift ourselves out of fear and back into our divine birthright as love.

It is truly a miraculous time to be alive and feel the glory and joy of participating in love's return as each and every sentient being and our beautiful mother Gaia! Blessings to all the fellow emerging butterflies, creating the benevolent sky of the new dawn with each touch of our heavenly wing tips, paving the pathway home