It is dawning on me the parallels of this idea of poisonous radiation and nuclear fall-out compared to the poisonous fall-out of this collective mental body and its' toxic thoughts. Since the only place I can truly control is my own mind. I am noticing my thoughts of fear that really tare down my immune system and realizing that the most important protective and loving way to treat myself right now is to stop focusing on all the fear hype and just breathe in love and light. Dr.Sha is trying to get 3 million people singing the song, Love peace and Harmony, the first song he ever wrote for the healing of the world….”I love my heart and soul. I love all humanity. Join hearts and souls together. Love peace and Harmony. These vibrations are the vehicle because this is the truth of where we are going. This. Love peace and harmony, joy gratitude appreciation, these are the gateway emotions that lift us out of reach of the toxic, downward- spiraling emotions of fear and despair and deliver us up as if on wings into the higher vibrational frequency range of well being and joy, the frequency range that is our true identity. Love peace and harmony. Climbing up and up. Lifting us ever higher into these states of well being. We have already lived through the disaster of Chernobyl which was much worse than this so within reason, while eating the recommended foods, taking safe iodine drops. I know am focusing my thoughts away from fear and into life. This is how I am limiting my exposure to the toxins that are closest to my home
I realize right now that I am apprehending the sum total of all lifetimes in which I died in disasters. They are all coming at once like a giant fear feast of delicacies and cocktails pouring through my consciousness. And yesterday I wrapped my widest stretching arms around all of them. And I said “Hello everyone, I feel you, I see you, I recognize you, and now we are going on a new time line. This is a time line of love, joy, safety and ascension into sweet experiences and to do this you must leave the old world behind and take my hand." And they did, and all of the lifetimes were lifted, all of them like hundreds of little faces are lifted up as I , now, with them in my arms, choose present moment thoughts of love, care, tenderness, peace, well being. Safety and joy. Even if there is a large Earthquake right where I am, I can stay in expansive love. The telemeres of my DNA were born to be in expansive love regardless of the external conditions. My DNA knows this, and as I re-write the fear time-line into the love time-line, my own DNA can be free to come into the love position and strengthen its posture here. So, this is the deep and profound task in every moment.
Last night as I stood in front of the warm water in the shower, I opened my heart, I felt my wing bones expanding in my back and I felt myself shining like an angel of love. It felt so good. And I realized this is a pretty new posture for me, but I want to live every moment expressing as this shining light in its fullest. And I thought to myself, "in this moment I am expressing into life who I truly am and what I truly want to see growing and expanding its full identity into all the Earth." And I thought for a moment, asking the question "Do we represent love or fear in each moment? Are we a campaign worker for fear or for love’s campaign." Of course we cannot fully choose love until we have faced the core fears we carry and welcomed them into the heart to hear what they have to say and put our arms around them fully. Only then do we have the possibility of choosing in the now and re-routing into the architecture of love. And this, happening within me now is the process of the soon-to-be butterfly, piercing through the chrysalis to become a new species or it is at least the state of the black goo between the change to a new species where the imaginal cells are coming into butterly alignment. Dr. Sha’s song, “Love, Peace and Harmony” which He wrote for the whole human race to move into love is a great song for bringing the imaginal cells into correct alignment. I am listening right now. You can hear it at drsha.com. He also has free conference calls 6 times a day where you can tune in and sing soul songs of prayer and alignment with a group.
How is everyone else moving through this amazing time of awakening? I would love to know your processes, all of you amazing caterpillar- butterfly pals out there. All with unique colors and sparkles and gifts and songs. How are you my butterfly friends? I love you all.
Many blessings to all, and may we all be held in a place of love, safety, peace and great joy as we feel our connection as one, the great entity of unity consciousness, the great butterfly rising out of the undefined black goop or I see it also as a great bird that is the Earth and all humanity, shedding the density of fear and lifting it’s great wings to fly~~~.
( my computer keyboard just added that sign while I wasn’t looking, I don’t know how to make that sign!, guess it wanted to share too, beautiful wavy line. I wonder if there is an ascending spiral. That would be even better.)
Friday, March 18, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
The prison of the mind or the wings of the heart?
Hello all,
In the last blog entry, I believe I was talking about the commitment to erect a tantric temple in a war zone. Well, I believe I have been making some serious headway, or heart way rather. With the removal of a large defensive matrix from my lungs and a huge watershed clearing of outdated mental concepts and a return to the heart as my center of identity, the body is coming online to accomodate the identity of the tantric temple. I don't exactly understand the physics of it. But the other night I saw this beautiful naked man standing before me in my meditation and I felt him coming in to merge with me, and I felt myself as the receptive feminine opening to receive him. This is the merging that I have been waiting for as now, I am receptive to the outer act of love making now that the inner love-making has returned to a configuration of my masculine and feminine as one.
My teacher, Lisa Renee says that this is achieved by correcting the spin ratios of the electron merkabic fields and the proton merkaba fields. I dont' exactly understand this, but I know it is about a partnership with mind, masculine electron and heart, feminine proton energy that creates a new healed mind/ heart complex which allows all emotion and is free of mind control programs of the 3rd dimensional grid. This healed mind/heart complex enables one to soar above the tortured mental body into the 5th dimensional mind in synchronization with the heart and higher heart, opening into frequencies of deep joy and bliss. With joy as the compass, one is freed from enslavement to mental concepts and can move from this now moment to the next in flow and synchronicity with the one intelligence of unity and bliss.
We are experiencing a very definite split between the beings who are locked in the mental body where polarity is being amplified, fear is being fed in large quantities. This in contrast to the rising unity field which is feeding the ones who are living in the heart as their center, the sweetest vibrations of home that they have ever known, that we have ever known.
It is almost like the tension of opposites in the fabric of the emotionally driven mental body is pulling itself a part and the knit of the fabric is stretching open and through these little holes is pouring the light of heaven, the aurora rainbows of the Christed field of ecstasy and bliss, waves of delight and flow. Those of us who have been on the path to open the planet into the light all these years, will feel ourselves being dowsed with the most glorious energy, like nectar or water after walking through a seemingly interminable dessert. And so it is a splitting of the worlds.
To free oneself from the mental body's dominion, feel all trauma and pain that creates compulsive thought patterns, Gain back control over the emotional body through self witnessing and presencing activities. Breathe and be, and be with the natural world that is not under enslavement. Then we can all arrive in the heart and grow the wings that can enable us to fly upon these beautiful air currents, supportive winds carrying us up into the fullness of our destiny as one, reunited in love. we are ascending on the sweet staircase of the heart, learning to hold neutrality around all things that we may stay open and connected to our God source.
Rising in love on the wings of neutrality and joy, we anchor the architecture for God's expression here within the Earth.
Happy days!!!!!!!!!
In the last blog entry, I believe I was talking about the commitment to erect a tantric temple in a war zone. Well, I believe I have been making some serious headway, or heart way rather. With the removal of a large defensive matrix from my lungs and a huge watershed clearing of outdated mental concepts and a return to the heart as my center of identity, the body is coming online to accomodate the identity of the tantric temple. I don't exactly understand the physics of it. But the other night I saw this beautiful naked man standing before me in my meditation and I felt him coming in to merge with me, and I felt myself as the receptive feminine opening to receive him. This is the merging that I have been waiting for as now, I am receptive to the outer act of love making now that the inner love-making has returned to a configuration of my masculine and feminine as one.
My teacher, Lisa Renee says that this is achieved by correcting the spin ratios of the electron merkabic fields and the proton merkaba fields. I dont' exactly understand this, but I know it is about a partnership with mind, masculine electron and heart, feminine proton energy that creates a new healed mind/ heart complex which allows all emotion and is free of mind control programs of the 3rd dimensional grid. This healed mind/heart complex enables one to soar above the tortured mental body into the 5th dimensional mind in synchronization with the heart and higher heart, opening into frequencies of deep joy and bliss. With joy as the compass, one is freed from enslavement to mental concepts and can move from this now moment to the next in flow and synchronicity with the one intelligence of unity and bliss.
We are experiencing a very definite split between the beings who are locked in the mental body where polarity is being amplified, fear is being fed in large quantities. This in contrast to the rising unity field which is feeding the ones who are living in the heart as their center, the sweetest vibrations of home that they have ever known, that we have ever known.
It is almost like the tension of opposites in the fabric of the emotionally driven mental body is pulling itself a part and the knit of the fabric is stretching open and through these little holes is pouring the light of heaven, the aurora rainbows of the Christed field of ecstasy and bliss, waves of delight and flow. Those of us who have been on the path to open the planet into the light all these years, will feel ourselves being dowsed with the most glorious energy, like nectar or water after walking through a seemingly interminable dessert. And so it is a splitting of the worlds.
To free oneself from the mental body's dominion, feel all trauma and pain that creates compulsive thought patterns, Gain back control over the emotional body through self witnessing and presencing activities. Breathe and be, and be with the natural world that is not under enslavement. Then we can all arrive in the heart and grow the wings that can enable us to fly upon these beautiful air currents, supportive winds carrying us up into the fullness of our destiny as one, reunited in love. we are ascending on the sweet staircase of the heart, learning to hold neutrality around all things that we may stay open and connected to our God source.
Rising in love on the wings of neutrality and joy, we anchor the architecture for God's expression here within the Earth.
Happy days!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Crossing the precipice to find home
Hello all. Well, it is Thursday, March 3rd, and the journey to birth home continues through deep density, veils of heaviness and despair, places where it feels life has never been, swimming through the no man's land between the out breath of the old world and the in breath of the new. The journey to immerse one's self into this dimension and birth the Christed field of light is quite the undertaking. i am posting a slide show I made of my cover of Tina Malia's "Shores of Avalon" This song and the accompanying pictures depict the sense of crossing the unknown wilderness, ocean sea to enable the two parts of self to find each other here within Earth and thus spiritualize matter and resurrect the fear based world into the love based vibration by unifying the masculine and feminine polarities into the triune frequency of resurrection, liberating us from fear and suffering and lifting us into radiant communion and love for all creatures and all the Earth. What a time this is!!! Lisa Renee says that March will see amazing expansion and coming of the unity code to the Earth, birthing itself through the opening of nodal acupressure 12the dimensional frequency hubs all over the Earth. Love is taking back the night. Even as the super rich are plotting to buy more and more of the Earth's water, and the unspeakable implication to basic human rights this implies. There time is coming to an end. Love will reign on this Earth. Come March the football changes hands and we are running it into the end zone of ascension. Finally the tide of love and unity to lift us on it's coming body. Ah, what a ride as the body of unity rises to stand, to breathe to animate itself and all of us as cells in it's great body to receive the clear knowing of our tasks to rehabilitate the unity code throughout matter!!!Twill be joyous work in deed!!!! Here is the link for the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IH110I8p40
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Anchoring the template of lover and beloved through the driving winds of mental body resistance.
Love Vs Separation
Hello fellow travelers. wow, since I last wrote, we've seen many peoples of the world rising up and overthrowing their governments, losing their fear and standing up for their humanity. And many, especially in Libya, have had the willingness to risk death to bring liberation from tyranny.
My own mind is mirroring this process for sure. My ego mind is much like Ghadafi, ruling over maybe his own front yard now, but still defiant and quite resistant to turn and surrender into the force of his own un-doing. My mental body does not like the prospect of surrendering to be in my body, to abandon the incessant attempts at creating abundance through thinking and plotting and planning. Last night, My own mind turned in upon itself and realized the futility of its own identity. it has always lived under the delusion that it's activity was bringing abundance to the self, but now it realizes that it's very identity is the active rejection of presence and the active rejection of being in the body. And of course there can be no true joy without embodiment.
so now, even knowing all this, the unraveling is slow like a stand off between all the inertia of the psyche and the persistent demand to turn toward the collective, the heart and the body to participate in the joy that is presence. This morning it felt like Frank was operating on my mind as he was reaching into a bowl with a spoon. My team of surgeons was busily dismantling all the last strong holds of my cognitive identity.
We made love last night, our bodies covered in coconut oil. The feminine and the child parts of myself, swimming in a sea of presence with my beloved, and yet my mental body standing there poised with his gun, hating every second of it. What a strange situation, he the gatekeeper to my felt passion. He, that still, has the power to render me limp and dead with now passion. This part of myself still holds a deep and very strongly pervading hatred, rage and great resistance to any sexual contact, actually a deep and pervading hatred of anything that makes me remember I am in a body. I have yet to have penetrated into the core traumas which deny me access to this body as a place of pleasure. I know this is coming in time. There is so much patience required, to trust that all layers are emerging into consciousness at their perfect time. And so Frank and I continue asserting the vibration of lovers into the passive dead field of the mind's festering rage, like a plea that won't be silenced, like a sled dog team that must get through to deliver the medicine to a dying people. This is our iditerod! Like architects of a tantric temple that have a contract to build this thing in the middle of a war site, and even though the cold, hard anger and pain of war is all around, we continue through the terrain, carrying the sacred wood and the vibrantly-colored, silk fabrics of glorious beauty through the frozen army poised with guns in enemy stance. The architects of the promise of beauty and joy will not be stopped. They will anchor love into this barren and pain-filled place, and by the time the job is done, every army man will be dancing, immersed in the sweet celebration of love and communion that this temple will bring.
The template of lover and beloved will overcome the template of enemy patterning that has long governed this Earth and held the triune frequency of resurrected dna hostage under it's grip of rage and unforgiveness.
And within my marriage to Frank, all these elements are at play as they are over the current grid of Earth. This is why, even though a hundred times we have talked of givng up and going where the army is not, the love in our hearts and the commitment to this work will not allow him to leave. I have always been in it for the long hall, feeling the mission and the purpose from the very beginning when we truly wanted to kill each other much of the time. I knew there was incredible potential to bring love and unity into a very dark place if we could stay together. But Frank, he has wanted to leave so many times, but something in him must know what is happening at a deeper level because he stays. 13 years of marriage to this project and here is our pact!
The pact of the lovers
We will dare to make love every day outside the door where the govt. of division and hatred is still actively convening until the iron doors come down and this glorious essence of lover and beloved saturates every parameter of the mind of separation consciousness, bathing and swimming in the ecstasy and rapture of the dawning of the perpetual circuit of love thoughout mind, spirit and body for this self, this relationship and for all of humanity and our mother Gaia.
Last night my spirit guides told me that if I were to measure the trauma and the pleasure quotient of these many lives on Earth and on off Earth planets. It would come up at least 80% torture, with 20% or less weighing in with the possiblity of pleasure associated with this body. This is why the mental body says, "No way, I am just not going to surrender to this hell hole!" But there are new parts of me now that know that the past can be washed away in the glory of this now moment, that in the miraculous vibrations of the reunion with full soul essence here in this body, all the cummulative torture horror can be resurrected into remembered joy. yes Love can embody here within this Earth and as it does it heals all!!! all that has gone before. And so I continue. And so... "long live love, let it overcome every system of separation, let it lift up all the world!!!" We will not give up. Here's to the full installment of tantric temples all over this beautiful Earth and ever more houses for the celebration of the ecstatic communion between heaven and Earth.
Honoring the unity architecture of the star children
And here's to structures and systems that support, ever more, the amazing genius of the star children of today. May they sing and dance and explore and seek and be free to spiral into the glory of their spirit, mind, heart, body union which serves as our beacon to the return into our full potential selves. Here at the lead-up to planetary ascension, may we surrender our systems of separation and mind-numbing education to the genius of their authentic beauty, creativity and advanced neurological configurations that are showing us and leading us to our future identity as galactic humans.
And so, on March 1st, we March forth!
Hello fellow travelers. wow, since I last wrote, we've seen many peoples of the world rising up and overthrowing their governments, losing their fear and standing up for their humanity. And many, especially in Libya, have had the willingness to risk death to bring liberation from tyranny.
My own mind is mirroring this process for sure. My ego mind is much like Ghadafi, ruling over maybe his own front yard now, but still defiant and quite resistant to turn and surrender into the force of his own un-doing. My mental body does not like the prospect of surrendering to be in my body, to abandon the incessant attempts at creating abundance through thinking and plotting and planning. Last night, My own mind turned in upon itself and realized the futility of its own identity. it has always lived under the delusion that it's activity was bringing abundance to the self, but now it realizes that it's very identity is the active rejection of presence and the active rejection of being in the body. And of course there can be no true joy without embodiment.
so now, even knowing all this, the unraveling is slow like a stand off between all the inertia of the psyche and the persistent demand to turn toward the collective, the heart and the body to participate in the joy that is presence. This morning it felt like Frank was operating on my mind as he was reaching into a bowl with a spoon. My team of surgeons was busily dismantling all the last strong holds of my cognitive identity.
We made love last night, our bodies covered in coconut oil. The feminine and the child parts of myself, swimming in a sea of presence with my beloved, and yet my mental body standing there poised with his gun, hating every second of it. What a strange situation, he the gatekeeper to my felt passion. He, that still, has the power to render me limp and dead with now passion. This part of myself still holds a deep and very strongly pervading hatred, rage and great resistance to any sexual contact, actually a deep and pervading hatred of anything that makes me remember I am in a body. I have yet to have penetrated into the core traumas which deny me access to this body as a place of pleasure. I know this is coming in time. There is so much patience required, to trust that all layers are emerging into consciousness at their perfect time. And so Frank and I continue asserting the vibration of lovers into the passive dead field of the mind's festering rage, like a plea that won't be silenced, like a sled dog team that must get through to deliver the medicine to a dying people. This is our iditerod! Like architects of a tantric temple that have a contract to build this thing in the middle of a war site, and even though the cold, hard anger and pain of war is all around, we continue through the terrain, carrying the sacred wood and the vibrantly-colored, silk fabrics of glorious beauty through the frozen army poised with guns in enemy stance. The architects of the promise of beauty and joy will not be stopped. They will anchor love into this barren and pain-filled place, and by the time the job is done, every army man will be dancing, immersed in the sweet celebration of love and communion that this temple will bring.
The template of lover and beloved will overcome the template of enemy patterning that has long governed this Earth and held the triune frequency of resurrected dna hostage under it's grip of rage and unforgiveness.
And within my marriage to Frank, all these elements are at play as they are over the current grid of Earth. This is why, even though a hundred times we have talked of givng up and going where the army is not, the love in our hearts and the commitment to this work will not allow him to leave. I have always been in it for the long hall, feeling the mission and the purpose from the very beginning when we truly wanted to kill each other much of the time. I knew there was incredible potential to bring love and unity into a very dark place if we could stay together. But Frank, he has wanted to leave so many times, but something in him must know what is happening at a deeper level because he stays. 13 years of marriage to this project and here is our pact!
The pact of the lovers
We will dare to make love every day outside the door where the govt. of division and hatred is still actively convening until the iron doors come down and this glorious essence of lover and beloved saturates every parameter of the mind of separation consciousness, bathing and swimming in the ecstasy and rapture of the dawning of the perpetual circuit of love thoughout mind, spirit and body for this self, this relationship and for all of humanity and our mother Gaia.
Last night my spirit guides told me that if I were to measure the trauma and the pleasure quotient of these many lives on Earth and on off Earth planets. It would come up at least 80% torture, with 20% or less weighing in with the possiblity of pleasure associated with this body. This is why the mental body says, "No way, I am just not going to surrender to this hell hole!" But there are new parts of me now that know that the past can be washed away in the glory of this now moment, that in the miraculous vibrations of the reunion with full soul essence here in this body, all the cummulative torture horror can be resurrected into remembered joy. yes Love can embody here within this Earth and as it does it heals all!!! all that has gone before. And so I continue. And so... "long live love, let it overcome every system of separation, let it lift up all the world!!!" We will not give up. Here's to the full installment of tantric temples all over this beautiful Earth and ever more houses for the celebration of the ecstatic communion between heaven and Earth.
Honoring the unity architecture of the star children
And here's to structures and systems that support, ever more, the amazing genius of the star children of today. May they sing and dance and explore and seek and be free to spiral into the glory of their spirit, mind, heart, body union which serves as our beacon to the return into our full potential selves. Here at the lead-up to planetary ascension, may we surrender our systems of separation and mind-numbing education to the genius of their authentic beauty, creativity and advanced neurological configurations that are showing us and leading us to our future identity as galactic humans.
And so, on March 1st, we March forth!
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